Ethan Williams

I had an idea I wanted to check with Google last night but I fell asleep before I could and now I don't remember what it was. 😭

Some tarot pouches I've crocheted recently. Not featured is a black acrylic one, another yellow and another grey, a green one for a deck I don't have yet, and a blue one I'm currently working on.

I thank Apollo for my clarity and ability to divine as well as I do. Obviously some of my ability is from my personal hard work and connections with my divination tools, but Apollo guides me. #pagan

Well, I'm reading the initiation book I received recently and the author heavily emphasized that if you're experiencing mental illness to seek professional help instead of relying solely on witchcraft and paganism. Which is a nice change of pace. #witch

I attended an outing from a clinic I go to. We went to Bookman's, a used bookstore, and a burger diner. The facilitator paid for my lunch, and I really enjoyed the garlic mushroom burger I ordered. I ended up triggered and don't really remember a *lot* about what happened specifically. 😮‍💨

Hypnos is asking for chamomile so I'm making tea before bed. #pagan

You ever nap so hard you forget what day it is? For some reason, I thought it was Sunday.

I need help raising funds for getting a laptop. A laptop would make writing easier, such as keeping things organized and the actual process of writing. It would also help with recording videos and editing them. I'd also like to get a microphone. The goal is 500$.
ko-fi.com/eclecticethan

Reminder that I do offer tarot readings in exchange for financial help if you want something in exchange. Prices are currently flexible as I'm sorting out prices for long-term.

I still need help with getting household supplies (shampoo/conditioner, toilet paper, etc). 75$ would cover enough and allow me to get laundry done as well. My PayPal and Venmo are ethnow14@gmail.com Anything would help. If you can't help, please share this! #mutualaid

I absolutely love this app, it's helped my mental health so much.

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I have a Ko-fi page, currently am needing help with research materials for a project I wanna work on. I'm planning of sticking with ThriftBooks as much as possible, but not everything I want is available on it.
ko-fi.com/eclecticethan

Lavender decided to bathe my fingers and chew on them a teeny bit, so I did nom noms to her paw and she started licking faster. #cat

I really need to remake my Ko-fi. But I don't really know what perks to offer or what to post.

200 day streak! I'll admit that it feels a lot longer than it actually is, and there are days when I almost forget to use the app (usually when I have to wake up early). #finchcare

I'd love for her to know I will never have babies, no matter what "god" has decided.

Sometimes I wish I could tell my mom (and grandmother) that I had a hysterectomy and that my prolonged medical suffering was entirely her fault because she refused to have me treated for my reproductive health issues because "God commanded you have babies".

It wouldn't surprise me if it already was enchanted. 🤔 But I might do something "official" to give it a more specific purpose.

I had a very weird dream that my kitsune plushie spoke and said it was protecting me from evil spirits. Partially sleep paralysis because I swear I was looking at it but I couldn't move, and it was kinda telepathic? I heard it clearly but in my head, not from my ears.

I hadn't considered that, but yeah, I'm thinking about the dream and trying to interpret it.

I was worried about my mom (for some reason) and tried to buy some McDonald's, and when I stepped outside to wait, there was a decent sized statue to her, so I put some flowers at the statue's feet. I was also crying, thinking about the fact Lavender won't be around forever.

Had a dream within a dream that I visited a temple to Hecate in Turkey. #pagan

Yeah. It was very invalidating and dismissive of my identity and struggles. She's no longer my therapist, thankfully.

A previous therapist of mine said lots of trans people identify as aro/ace until they start transitioning, then they start experiencing attraction. Well, almost 3 years into HRT and I'm still not experiencing attraction. ¯⁠\⁠_⁠(⁠ツ⁠)⁠_⁠/⁠¯

Thank you! And yeah, Sean is so sweet and chill.

Three years old!

I showed a friend a pic of me I took tonight at DND and they said I pass so well that they would assume I was cis if they were meeting me just now. 😭😭😭😭 #transjoy

Got some #crochet done during group.

Agreed. Growing up, I didn't have friends, and the people who called themselves my friends weren't actually my friends, so it's been a different experience for people to genuinely care about me.

I appreciate the support. It's been very nice to play with my friends. We get pizza and chips and it's a really fun time with people who care about me and prioritize my safety and comfort. Mental illness is hard to deal with.