Penguix

Happy to be back and drawing a vtuber who kept me entertained while I was recovering 🦊🧡

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@glubbable.bsky.social Plays "Pool"

#NSFWART #Vtuber

It's been an.. eventful past few days for me but.. I'm glad to be back 🩷

Finally new art! This time it's of a very special, very familiar looking fox girl! I wonder what she's doing? Subscribestar supporters get early access as well as THREE subscribestar exclusive continuation alts with all the extra spicy details!~

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Where I've been. An apology, explaination, and a promise to do better. (HEAVY Trigger warning: mental health struggles, mentions of gender dysphoria, SH and EDs)

Hey everyone... if anyone is still here, if you are, I want to say thank you... I haven't been in the best state..

Thank you all, sincerely, for everything, I'm going to be strong for you all. I promise. 🩷

That's why I want to make things right and to be better. I *will* be posting art here soon for all of you finally, and while I cannot promise what comes next, I can promise you that I won't be going anywhere again, I want to be strong, for myself and for everyone that's supported me.

I don't want to use my struggles as an excuse, and I understand if some, due to how volatile my mental state truly is with the still high risk of another spiral and hiatus, do not wish to continue supporting me. Im sorry, deeply. This all is up to me to make things right, no one else.

I have also begun eating regularly again and gaining weight, experiencing some of the early positive changes seen from starting HRT, and slowly have been able to get back to feeling like myself again. My support structure knows about the state I am in, and are all active in ensuring that Im okay.

2 years worth, to help me in the process of getting better. Since the start of september I have been taking estradiol enanthate injections, and while I am not fully back to a stable mental state, and won't be due to underlying issues, I am better off than I had been in those few months.

experiencing some of the worst gender dysphoria, that i had felt up to that point, worsening everything further, and I would have relapsed if not for the intervention of onenof my closest friends. Jay, knowing that i was struggling with my mental health, went out of her way to pay for me to get HRT

At the lowest point of my spiral, in mid august, I weighted just 83 pounds, down for 105 in June. During this time of supervision and recovery, I attempted to distract myself by drawing. I tried to go back into a routine, to put on a happy face but i just couldnt, I had been close to relapsing again

then had to be placed under the supervision of a guardian, my sister, to ensure that i would not harm myself in any way. This is the true nature of all those times previously before this forced hiatus where I was spending long periods at my sisters without updates, it was for my mental health.

barely eating if at all, and in these 6 months I had to be admitted into the hospital for a mental health hold and screening due to the state I was in, and was deemed to be at risk. I was held for almost a week, half of which were with no electronics access

For those who have seen my irl photos you know that I am very skinny, this is not just due to genetics, its due to something ive never discussed with anyone outside of my family. I suffer from anorexia, when in states of depression or anxiety, both of which i suffer from, tied to my gender dysphoria

This all was a spiral 3 years in the making. Ongoing legal troubles with my parents, dysphoria, and resurfaced trauma all made mental health issues ive been dealing with since i was 16 far worse, leading to a spiral that was only stopped by the close friends, family, and medical professionals.

Where I've been. An apology, explaination, and a promise to do better. (HEAVY Trigger warning: mental health struggles, mentions of gender dysphoria, SH and EDs)

Hey everyone... if anyone is still here, if you are, I want to say thank you... I haven't been in the best state..

Drunk Bunny 🐰🍸 - Evelyn Chevalier [Zenless Zone Zero]
#ZZZ #ZenlessZoneZero #NSFWart

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Drunk Bunny 🐰🍸 - Evelyn Chevalier [Zenless Zone Zero]
#ZZZ #ZenlessZoneZero #NSFWart

yippieee!!

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after getting sick and being bed ridden, i'm back and healthy! Evelin Chevalier from #ZenlessZoneZero is up first this month with an EXCLUSIVE piece for SubStar supporters as well! Expect even more art announcements soon as well!

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UP NOW!

after getting sick and being bed ridden, i'm back and healthy! Evelin Chevalier from #ZenlessZoneZero is up first this month with an EXCLUSIVE piece for SubStar supporters as well! Expect even more art announcements soon as well!

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[Cyberpunk 2077] Fun at Lizzie's bar!~ 💜

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[Cyberpunk 2077] Fun at Lizzie's bar!~ 💜

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NEW CYBERPUNK ART! *PLUS* AN EXCLUSIVE SUBSTAR ALT IS UP RIGHT NOW FOR EARLY ACCESS!

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Im back to free hours now and will be working non-stop on art! To make up for the lack of content last month, *every* art piece worked on this month will have an included subscribe star exclusive alt!