we are human. 💌 i miss who i was a couple years ago, and i really miss how you and i used to write (reading your fics!!!), but like those days, these days will change too. ❤️
you get it. it's the worst feeling & it ALSO feels like admitting defeat to simply express 'i cannot write in these conditions' but pulling together focus by now just seems like it is not happening. in admitting it, is there maybe a way forward...? i don't know. but... there it is
i'll hit you up here when MCM is on!!
mayyyybe i will see you there!!!
are you going to MCM London!!
the lord of the rings is a comedy—
this makes my heart so warm to read. it's so so Good for a person to have those moments where they can look around and see where they've been and also revel in the present
WAH…… MY GRATITUDE TO YOU IS ENDLESS
will DM you about it in a bit!!
feeling once more the old, familiar bite of desire to share fanfic for WIP Wednesday, but it *will* be a hoot if i can actually perform as an academic at an anime convention.
(fingers crossed!!)
instead of soldiering through fanfic (which i WILL return to), i'm trying to write up a proposal/abstract so that i can present at an anime convention's academic symposium...... ....
never!! do it
i want to write this as fanfic remains the quickest way to Persuade the People but how anyone manages to court cogent ideas/brainstorm creative little flights of fancy when the world is the worst it has ever been in my lifetime is beyond me. how does anyone do it? how. how is anyone at all
also no one can sell me on qifrey being the/a top. it does not work.
exactly in what universe is his trajectory not Repressed by the Woodland Bier -> Repressed by Vinanna's Dungeon -> Repressed by Great Hall -> Repressed by Tree -> Repressed by 'Secret Sin'; he needs to be fucked out of it
i'm trying so hard not to make this WHA 25/8 over here but it is difficult........... when you're in love................................
just to say i'm losing my mind over this, my immense and heartfelt thanks to you for what you do
#orufrey torment nexus
'来年の「3月9日」にまたみんなでここで会おうな!'
u know i will
www.youtube.com/watch?v=UNRJ... you will listen to it on March 9th
('March 9th' - Remioromen)
i only read part of Tsubasa many many years ago!! and i fell out of it for whatever reason but when i see kurofai art i'm activated sleeper-cell style -- which probably means it'd be a very very good pairing to me
it was 2007 and it was so serious
THANK YOU ALSO I WANT TO GET INTO KUROFAI SO THIS IS A GREAT REC FOR ME
watching Nakamura Yuuichi, my psychopomp into video game land, livestream his Biohazard/Resident Evil Requiem... & Silent Hill F still reigns supreme for me 😤
if work doesnt blow me to a smithereen i am gonna make this happen so help me
sleepless with the sudden acute yearning to write fanfic.
likely because i’m entering the final & most grueling 6 months of my thesis work
🌷 #thistle pen sketch
are u doing YOUR part (reading I Promise Nothing Complete)
I STILL FEEL SO ELATED WHEN I THINK ABOUT IT!!!
usually i'd be like 'sucks but it's just Things in the end' except it's my partner's family heirloom. :{ so i felt sick with guilt. turns out my partner had taken the pouch containing it out of my bag, and it wound up under the bed. HAHA
requiem for vanished birdsong