Mark V. R.

maybe those same people with the loyal friends they hang out with every day are just really good at faking it and are dealing with the same loneliness as me, everyone has their own problems.

I'm told by neighbors they hardly ever see me because I work all the time. I have told them my days off and that I'm open to drinking. They see me again and say they hardly see me again, ask me if I'm working, I say I'm totally free today, and then they go out drinking without me. It's fucked.

I see people say "I'm so bad at making friends and socializing" then I see their oomfs hanging out with them all the time. They aren't sabotaging friendships out of stupidity like me and being left out of activities like me. They don't have to intrude on someone's plans just to be social.

I've apologized multiple times. It's hard to enjoy anything, it's been on my mind the whole time. I will have to live with it for the rest of my life. I will have to accept that.

I made a mistake and hurt my friend. We both know it was an honest mistake, but the mistake was too much and they can't talk to me anymore and won't accept my attempts to fix it.

I feel so helpless, people ask how are you but you can't tell them how awful everything is. They can't fix your problems, they are regular people just being kind asking how are you. How can I get a job with little education, a useless certificate, and my body gave out on me. I need surgery.

Missed my doctor's appointment. So much has been going on it slipped by me and they hit me with a fee. Now I have to go through the process of rescheduling the appointment but I have to do so in person because they never answer the phone.

ANTHEM

#絵フブキ

Evelyn

😏🍜 #ShiorinSketch

You know, I have to say I'm probably at my lowest point right now. There are a lot of people dealing with worse things than me, but right now things are not good. I got injured and I don't know how. Spine surgery is looking more and more likely and it scares me while I struggle to pay for anything.

Another year, another serving of fine culture!

Big thanks to @jastusa.bsky.social and @j18publishing.bsky.social for continuing to support the Yabai Market at #OffKaiGen4!

Biboo! #bijouwled #art #chibi #hololive

めりくりしゅば🎄
#プロテインザスバル

❤️❤️

I failed a timed test for a job assessment. Not knowing what will happen after failure is the worst feeling.

ねねち
#桃鈴ねね
#ねねアルバム
#ホロライブ
#hololive

#miko_Art

Ranged Jarate
#gawrt

holoGTAFAこっちにも一部あげとこ

#絵フブキ #FWMCpix #みおーん絵　#できたてころね　#かなたーと　#holoGTAFA #holoGTA

#絵かゆ

I'm sorry to say something so negative here. I might delete this later. I see some vtubers I really like that are supporting the awards show and it's difficult for me to also show support when I know who is in charge. I can't help but see them being taken advantage of for clout. It makes me sad.

I see the Filian reputation reset button is coming soon. She is safe with the Vtuber Awards Show. Racism, theft of art assets, her talent agency boss who supported genocide last month. All sins are forgotten because of the awards show.

Nice to see you Nenechi!

虎🐯 (Tiger)
#ニコたん描いたん

#いいおなかの日
#miko_Art

Relaxing in the hills
rkgk™
#inART

Maid Minto Fantom3
#Fantography

実質はろうぃん♪実質はろうぃん♪(This is Halloween) #miko_Art