Ren [Rebel Scum]

Well... it *is* a preorder.

I don't care who the fuck is responsible for it, but whoever fucked up auto-correct to the point that "yanking" changes to "wanking" needs to be shot.
It's not cool that this happened twice in one document. Like. At all.
I was running a fever, yes, but Y and W are far enough away that I know better.

Also, I might as well do a digital version of this........

No one can distract me from things quite like Sochie can.

Where THE FUCK can I play Skii Ball?

=.=|||||

I hope my therapist has my letter of readiness drafted or else I gotta write it myself ffs

Honestly...
Yeah.
Fuck it.
I'm gonna write one and hand it to her to use as a basis.

Wait.
WaIT
WAIT.
THEY LET YOU JUST HAVE ALL DAN HENG?

THEY DID IT.
THEY FOUND A WAY TO ADD HER VOCALOID INTO HONKAI: STAR RAIL.
I'm going to laugh forever over this.
Luo Tiyani, XingChen, and Yukari Yuzuki were ALL designed by the artist behind MiHoYo's characters.

I will laugh FOREVER now.
(also now I need a Luo Tiyani figure...)

Again, I wrote a second part to a thing that didn't need it.
It turned into a weird, comedic thing where Mydei is bombarded by entirely too many dogs following him everywhere and his own demon feeling bad about it.
archiveofourown.org/works/734614...
#mydei #phainon #phaidei #Myphai

Again It happened again. You told me to love and be loved but you didn’t love me, oh no you didn’t love me with my true heart with your beautiful smile Again you killed me again why do you kill my heart when all you needed to say was three simple words, I love you But yet again Again you hurt me again with your heart felt eyes your nice warm hands I sit soundlessly in my blood my warm blood You just stand there your hands blood-covered that smile on your face as I slowly die Again you snap out of it Again you break down Again you save me But you still don’t love me But I love you Again you ask me again you ask me who did this and again I can’t say your name because it was you you were the one who killed me so many times but yet again I knew it wasn’t you you are more than one more than one person inside Again I cry Again you wipe my tears away why should i be happy you killed me but yet again you saved me I never know when my last tears will fall and my veins run dry of blood Again you nurse me back to health when will you see that it was you who killed me and Again I am alive when will I really love you when I ask if you love me you can only say of course I do Again

I wrote this as a child.
I...
DAMN.
This poor fucking kid.

I, thankfully, found approximately 60 poems that I wrote between 2003 and 2009.

This is nowhere near all of them.
There are so many missing still, and they are hiding in folders that I hope to find soon.

“Yeah. I didn’t like that so much, so I couldn’t really stay there with The Shining: Dog Edition occurring every night.” Mydei grumbled and inspected the book that some college kid had returned thinking it would be fine to allow the book to get water-logged and just return it like that. “I have enough horror in my normal day-to-day life that I do not need any more. I mean,” he held the book over a trash can and squeezed. “I shouldn’t be able to juice my damned books.”

Apparently my thing is writing follow-ups to one-shot stories right now...
uh...
#Mydei

This is a follow up to the Halloween story I did last-minute last year.
archiveofourown.org/works/73461411

Shout out to me as a kid with my Releena Dorlean hair

This cat.
THIS CAT RIGHT HERE.
Is incredibly possessive of @celesteisbest.bsky.social to such an absurd extent that she has taken to playing the part of a sleeping cap to keep my wife from me at night.

You shouting "YOU CAN'T HANDLE THE SEXUAL MAGNETISM OF MY GUY SARANBO!" was a bit much.

YouTube video by Shawn Taylor - Topic Coffee

I am ALWAYS buffaloed when I find a musician with fewer than 20 views on their song
ESPECIALLY WHEN THE FUCKER RELEAZED IT IN 2012.

Ah, yes
The bookplate itself

My damned brain required that I make this.
Have A-Z.
Enjoy.
I just spent entirely too long to be able to design a fucking bookplate for a fanfic.

Im still mad that she has less than 10 subscribers

Literally going to cry because I would only be able to order after the 3rd
This suuuuucks

YouTube video by 酸欠少女 さユり(Sanketsu-girl Sayuri) 酸欠少女さユり『ミカヅキ』MV(フルver)アニメ「乱歩奇譚 Game of Laplace」EDテーマ

I will continue to mourn the loss of Saiyuri because her voice was truly astounding.
The theme from Rampo Kitan was what first alerted me to her.
How she commanded the attention of a massive crowd while being the same size as her guitar was magical
www.youtube.com/watch?v=0q6c...

I decided back when I started this scrapbook, that it would be MINE.
That it would carry MY memories.
Both good and bad.
Every memory I have is an essential part of my existence.
And I truly treasure that I can touch some of these memories.

His handwriting is...
This is some of the better examples.

Just sayin'

If something I like has an alphabet that is part of the universe that is something my hands can feasible replicate... well...
This one is a drawin' of myself for once.
Really weird trying to replicate my natural hair colour...
I kinda wanna grow it to the length I had it before I chopped it in 1997.

"I Killed the Last Passenger Pidgeon" The collected works of Ralph Andrew Hawley

It's funny, you know, collecting my late grandfather-in-law's poetry scraps and compiling them into a single document.
I get to mourn a poem he never got around to writing because the title was too damned good and the title is the only thing that exists from it now.
That's where this title came from

And I got to write a bunch of Ravens being goofballs
It was a good time.