syzygy

people keep telling me to stop drawing women with blank, metallic hair, long metallic legs, and metallic silver lips because it looks unrealistic. It's not possible they say. I don't care

used polychromos pencils for the red and yellow which is why the colors stand out more

I'm starting my first thomas ligotti today, teatro grottesco. I got a pdf and printed it at the library, page by page. then I plan to read this

It’s completely unfathomable for me to do anything even close to that now. I imagine you’ve experienced a similar kind of distress. still I wouldn’t change it at all because I truly hate it. I'm glad you're doing better now

I mean there's certainly a completely different quality to your work when you're experiencing psychosis.I remember doing a kind of nervous syllabling, closing my eyes and drawing by intuition. It felt like entering into a communicative rhythm.I thought I was working within a “new alphabetical zone.”

I mostly despise the constant exercise of having to check in on myself all the time, reevaluating whether my brain is eating itself or not

thankyouuUu!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

John Dee´s Map of the Artic (1582-1583) in My Hand

don quixote drawn on my hand

cleaned

final form

what film??

reworked on this

dont save this and dont look at it for too long, im warning you

four different sketches of my girlfriend

dont say that :/

I don't remember doing this