12 Million Babes

Dating apps truly truly suck.

I created a #danmeioc recently, just for fun, but I'm considering writing some stuff about him. Anyway, his name is Jin Hua Xiu and he's a brat. #originalcharacter #oc #digitalart #originalart

It's so hard to meet new people - both romantic and non-romantically. I always thought that if I made it this far, I'd be married by now. I still think I'll find The One, but it's taking more time than I thought it would. Idk, I'm probably thinking too hard about it.

So, after discovering I need monthly b12 injections for the rest of my life (and thusly beginning that routine) I have since realized how fucking irrational a lot of my thoughts have been. Does this fix anything? No. Do I feel better anyway? Yes. Except for the needle part. Blegh.

Every day, the little owl tells me his frozen my skills. Every day, I get that gross feeling in my gut that I am failing. Every day, I curse duolingo for its cavalier use of AI in place of real human beings who know the intricacies of language. If I wanted poor translations, I'd use google.

Every day feels a little more like a dystopian video game. Like the US is either going to become a re-skin of n-ko, or a remaster of n@zi Germany. Either way the player loses.

And why yes, I am extremely 🍃 thank you for noticing

New business idea: hall of haunted fingers - a museum of all the times someone tried to pass AI off as reality

Today is my birthday and tomorrow we're gonna meet a bunch of cats who hang out in shops. Depending on how it goes, I might make it a tradition.

I'm honestly considering throwing my kofi up here for birthday/long term vacation donations because I'm still terrified of being in this country.

Hey Boston babes, recommend me some bodega/shop cats to visit

I desperately want to leave but there are so many problems with trying to get out. I'm on SSI and medicaid and ebt. I'm trans which is divisive all over the world. I cannot work and I take 13 pills a day, that I cannot go without. Some of us are trapped here.

I do that when I'm not feeling or I'm too stressed to cook. Food is food!

For my birthday, I think I want to go around and meet as many bodega cats in Boston as possible. Maybe I review them based on my own completely arbitrary rules. Obviously pictures will be necessary. In Boston? Recommend me a bodega cat!

For some reason, on days like these, my instinct is to close the curtains, turn on the fan, and build a nest on the floor out of all the pillows and blankets I can find.

Mum might have one of the four current plagues, which means dad and I might have one of the four current plagues. Please send nice thoughts, cute pics of your pets (anything but bears), and 4 million in cash. Or just the first two, I guess.

Made a new friend (literally)
Sebastian Lucien Dove <3 #bjd #balljointdoll #originalcharacter #originalart #digitalart

How to design attractive male characters:

- sleeveless, but give him armbands
- sleeves, but rolled up to the elbow
- long tailored coat + deep v-neck
- some kinda vest
- eyeliner
- give him an earring
- give him two earrings
- high collar... no, HIGHER
- what if he wore a cool leather cuff

I dunno man. The world is a raging dumpster fire.

Thank you. Stuff like this can make all the difference to people like me. Being seen and heard and accepted is something everyone strives for, and I'm glad we're being included.

I need some hope. Some. I need s9me sense that there is still good in this world, that there's still a reason to move forward. I can't take much more. My family can't take much more. Please, please, please give us a win. We haven't had one in so long.

It's been hard to get out of bed. Every day is more bad news. I'm so tired.

I'm drowning. I'm drowning and the people on the ship are watching. Are they blind to the ship sinking below their feet or are they waiting to see if the sharks will still be hungry after they consume me?

Also, I'm willing to share parents.

In a good wat. My parents are extremely left-wing Bernie supporters. Mums scared for my safety.

Mums saying the second I get my passport, I'm being sent away.

I don't want to fight anymore. I want to sit on a lavish golden chaise, while a handsome man in a toga feeds me a decadent selection of grapes and breads and cheese and wines. The modern day is bullshit.

I hear we're stanning Gritty as a pro-queer icon. I'm in. Here's a commission I did for a friend of a Warlock with Gritty as a patron. In my head she's a lesbian, but I guess that's up to @enigmatronic.bsky.social

Anyone else and an end of the world packing list? I guess I should call an end of a specific country packing list because I really just want to have a chill time somewhere else. Oh well, time to buy luggage.

I used to try to avoid posting about politics too much, because I know people followed me for art and comic stuff.

But politics are affecting my ability to exist and create art, so I'm going to keep posting about politics until it gets better.