ParmaSean

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Oh hi… how’s everyone doing?

If you’ve never met someone that turned your entire world upside down… made you feel things you didn’t know were possible… promise the feeling was mutual and just disappear with no explanation, only to reappear years later and do it all again
You will never truly understand The Tortured Poets Dept.

you ever met someone… chemistry was immediate… you felt like you knew them in another life… like your life was in darkness and they turned the fucking Sun on and showed you an entire world you didn’t know existed… you loved them immediately… and then they just disappear…
THAT is who TTPD is for…

They would look so good wrapped around my neck.

I’m giving away too much control… control over my energy, control over my mood, control over how each of my days turns out…
This has gotta stop.

Yup. I’m done. I’m not doing this anymore.
If you thought I was a bitch before, oh honey… just wait.

I think this one is about to fuck me up… this will be the final nail in the coffin.. once I come back from this… I will be unstoppable.

I think I’m somewhere between the destruction and the rebuilding. I’m still looking around and processing all the destruction.. but I’ve also acquired some of the tools to start rebuilding and deciding how I want to proceed.

Wish people understood that autistic special interests are about loving deeply, caring deeply and feeling passion that consumes your entire soul, and that is a wonderful thing.

Inner saboteur is definitely doing what it does best today.

I absolute hate having to figure out what I want for dinner when other people are also eating it.
How am I expected to know what I want to eat when I literally just want my comfort foods every day.

Demonized just because I was an Angel faced baby…

All I’m gonna say is… question everything…
Question. Everything.

Gaga today.
#gaga #ladygaga #mayhem #dragrace

Someone entertain me.

Back to the Super Bowl again!!! Just like I called it last year! I knew we’d be back again!

I’ve almost completely rewatched #Degrassi in its entirety… I’m on the last season of Next Class and I’m kind of sad… I wish they’d bring it back… it was a damn good show!
I’m pretty sure any possible story line that was ever thought of was touched on.

That feeling when you just wanted to put on “real” clothes but you spend 99% of your time in the comfy clothes and your “real” clothes are all too tight and uncomfortable and make you feel like a stuffed sausage…
So I guess I’m going to the store in sweatpants and an oversized hoodie… again..

My #taylorswift favs

Debut: Should’ve Said No
Fearless: Tell Me Why
Speak Now: Haunted
Red: Come Back.. Be Here
1989: Out of the Woods
Reputation: Getaway Car
Lover: Death By A Thousand Cuts
Folklore: My Tears Ricochet
Evermore: Champagne Problems
Midnights: Maroon
TTPD: Down Bad/The Black Dog

Excited to see this!

Unpopular opinion…
Pibb > Dr. Pepper

I try to remember this every day… I have a horrible habit of NEEDING to know WHY… and I’ll keep pushing making everything worse to try and figure it out.