skyy 𖦹ׂ ₊˚⊹⋆

sometimes i get really scared of stuff, and then i spend some time looking at old photos—i think about what i was scared of back then, and just how okay it all turned out. it helps me feel less afraid of whatever is ahead of me now. i’ll probably be just fine then, too

it’s in fucking pisces

feeling extra fucked up and Strange today. must be the moon

does anyone know how to astral project? i need to jork my spiritual peanits instead of my regular one

like i could beat my meat rn but it would not satisfy. it would not quench my thirst. it is another kind of arousal entirely

is there a word for being horny but like. in a poetic/emotional way? or is that just called yearning

pulled down my pants to piss and my wallet fell in the toilet. good morning america

girl are you okay? you’ve hardly pseudo-tweeted on bluesky this week :(

nothing is funny anymore i need to retreat into The Woods From Whence I Came

it’s gonna be sooooo over for you bitches when i’m in my 30s (i’m a capricorn stellium)

#astrology #capricorn

i get sad and bereft and i reach for “your” touch. “your” caress. “your” kiss. “your” gentle holding.

who is “your”?

making a public typo on social media is so fucking embarrassing. no i’m not illiterate i’m just stupid and so excitable that i type too fast for my own brain

just found out that alex consani is 21. what the fuck?

in dire need of a sensory deprivation tank

cookie tonite queen? 👀

sorry to be a freak on main but this has been bothering me for SO long. i am not a child, and i am not someone to coddled. i am not to be regarded as someone who has “lesser knowledge” or who has been “less tainted” by the realities of life. trust me, girl, i know. i am WELL aware. don’t baby me.

rant not over actually. i am TIREDDD of people calling me naïve because i like to be silly or because i have a rather personable nature. eat garbage. from a trash can.

be original. call me naïve for a REAL reason. if you can’t, it’s bc you’re miserable. sorry!

i’m fun because i want to be.

don’t make ME, the person i am now, out to be someone who has a “childish outlook on life” bc you think i have a more compassionate view of people. i just LIKE others, and i LIKE people. my personhood is
not to be played with or misconstrued. have more substance than that.

rant over ‼️

in conclusion i am SICK!!!! of people calling me naïve for the wrong reasons. i’ve been around the block, i’ve done bad things, i’ve been a bad person, and i’m better now. i’m a human being. stop downplaying the people i’ve been because it makes YOU feel better about who you are now.

my optimism/idealism is a CONSCIOUS decision. in my own head, i am a massive pessimist by nature. i TRY to not be that way because, if i am, i am miserable to be and to be around. i am not optimistic or idealist because of my naïveté. i am optimistic because of my negative experiences.

i hate the implication that optimism=naïveté. i am not “innocent” or “naïve” because i lack knowledge or experience—i am optimistic because my life requires it. if i do not allow myself to be idealist, an optimist, then i fall into ACTUAL mental illness and medical depression.

what bothers me is the reason that i hear most often. “you’re so bright.” “you’re so optimistic.” “you’re such an idealist.” “you do so much to give people a good outlook.”

EAT MY ACTUAL ASS. DO YOU KNOW HOW HARD I WORKED TO BELIEVE MY OWN ADVICE. DO YOU KNOW HOW HARD I HAD TO TRY???

small rant ahead‼️ i get called “innocent” in come capacity rather frequently. it bothers me. that isn’t to say that i don’t have my naiveties at the ripe age of 22, because ofc i do, everyone does at any given time. ofc there’s stuff that i am not yet privy to, or things that i have to yet master.

my hair is greasy and i cannot immediately take a shower… this must mean that the world is about to implode and that i’ve never known happiness or contentment.

the unfortunate thing about me is that i’m so much funnier online than i am irl. my wit does not move quick enough. the joke has to take its time to load in my brain like a modern desktop with windows 95

baby don’t you worry, i’m here at home waiting for you. ain’t fw no one else 🙏

my top ten favorite words in the english language, based on how they sound and feel:

1. paradigm
2. echolalia
3. perpetual
4. aria (technically italian but idgaf)
5. bioluminescence
6. saturnian
7. kerosene
8. contrarian
9. sunshower (yes it can be written as one word don’t come for me)
10. pussy

okay rp idea we sext but like it’s a discussion post for a collage class where you must reply to someone’s entry using at least two sentences.

girlmode on top, boymode on the bottom. i <3 gender-fluidity

LIKE CMONNNNN