𝕵𝖔𝖊𝖑 𝕶𝖊𝖓𝖙. (semi-hiatus)

Apology pt. 2, and an Overhaul. First off, I want to apologize again for the behavior I exhibited that made people uncomfortable. That certainly wasn’t my intention. After hearing what people’s thoughts were on the matter, I did a l...

|| Hi everyone.

After everything that happened, I decided to take some time to process and do some thinking. I originally intended to only be gone a week or a week and a half, but I had some preexisting mental and physical health conditions that have gotten --

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- Experienced writer, originally from Twitter, also on Mastodon. Been RPing since 2014.

- Adult, friendly, they/he/she pronouns ('they' preference).

-- pretty bad, but I will be around a little. I’m also still on Discord if anyone ever wants to talk.

-- this happening again in the future, etc.

A fair warning: it isn’t short. But I wanted to expand on certain subjects I felt were important, so thank you in advance for taking the time to read and hear me out.

My presence here will still be limited for a while; my health conditions are still --

-- pretty bad, so my break was extended.

I’ve had a lot of time to go over everything that happened, to process, and to talk things out with some people. I wanted to make a document expanding on my apology, as well as giving some insight into my perspective, and ways to help avoid anything like --

Apology pt. 2, and an Overhaul. First off, I want to apologize again for the behavior I exhibited that made people uncomfortable. That certainly wasn’t my intention. After hearing what people’s thoughts were on the matter, I did a l...

|| Hi everyone.

After everything that happened, I decided to take some time to process and do some thinking. I originally intended to only be gone a week or a week and a half, but I had some preexisting mental and physical health conditions that have gotten --

docs.google.com/document/d/1...

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Also, I'm just going to have Joel not go on the trip. You all deserve to be comfortable and have fun, and since I'm struggling to know where that line is, I'm just going to take a step back.

-- don't think everything should be about sex.

To sum up: I'm sorry. I never mean to offend anyone or make anyone uncomfortable. If it ever happens again, feel free to shoot me a DM and tell me, because there's a chance I have no idea. I will try to be more mindful of myself in the future.

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-- for the future.

I also thought it meant only during the event. I didn't realize we weren't supposed to make jokes outside of it either.

Also, I'm sorry I offended any asexual individuals. That was certainly not my intention. I myself make a lot of dirty jokes, but I definitely --

-- also trying to ask for clarification.

When it said "PG-13", I was like "okay, so the rules of a PG-13 movie". But I was also concerned that, that may not be the case, so I tried to ask for clarification in a jokey way. Maybe I should have just asked OOC instead. I'll keep that in mind --

-- with me, I mistakenly thought everyone was cool with it. I am only now realizing that everyone is collectively upset with me. I'm really sorry. I genuinely did not know.

I sometimes need specific things spelled out for me. I was just now joking about the rule in character, but I was --

-- I'm nerodivergent. I have learned a lot of social cues and social rules over the years, but sometimes I still miss some, and it's even more difficult to pick them up over computer/phone because there aren't facial expressions or tone indicators to go with it. Since everyone was joking along --

|| Apology.

So I guess everyone is collectively really angry with me. It wasn't my intention to make people feel uncomfortable. I know Joel is a character who makes a lot of sexual comments and jokes, and he can be very crude.

When I said I "read the room wrong", this is what I meant. --

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|| I think I might've missed something or misread the room. Sorry if I offended anyone. It's never my intention.

THAT'S WHY I ASKED YOU TO BE SPECIFIC.

Hey, I'm just saying, there are a lot of couples going.

I might not be the one you have to worry about.

Guess if it's a PG-13 trip, nobody's having sex then?

Roy, you want to murder me now?? I thought we were friends!

My point is: be more specific.

Doesn't sound very PG-13.

So I can say 'fuck' twice and show butt cheek, but no crack?

So you 𝘢𝘳𝘦 going now?

Someone has commitment issues.

You're not even going anymore.

How young are these kids? Do I have to NOT say things like 'sex' or 'condoms'??