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Y'know I'm starting to get why people add content warnings to food because Jesus Christ every time I see photos of it right now I just feel viscerally angry

It's honestly easier to just use certain substances that make me not notice I'm hungry and I hate that. I hate that so much.

Like I knew this ahead of time. But fuck man.

Hi, I need food really bad right now and can't travel. Would appreciate some help here cause I don't have much until I'm able to find a way to get actual groceries. Thanks!

Being broke is expensive as fuck. Everything requires me to have a car or be able bodied. I can't even get my EBT card or go volunteer where I COULD get food because I can't travel anywhere because I don't have money. Everything I have is going towards the motel rn and it's stressing me tf out

I have a history of an eating disorder and also being purposely starved or fed bad food. So this is all just bringing a lot of that back up and I wouldn't be surprised if I lose a bunch of weight again as a result.

Most don't have a can opener at all so how tf do you expect anyone to eat anything. I'm also restricted in some ways because certain stuff makes my stomach upset cause I have gastro issues.

Idk I just feel guilty for "having" food but not being able to get myself to eat.

I hate going to dollar tree for everything. Their food sucks most of the time. I'm starting to wonder how people expect homeless folks to eat at all when it's random shit like canned green beans or corn and a single seasoning packet maybe.

I have a can opener but it sucks and hurts to use.

Most of the stuff I have is random miscellaneous canned stuff I can't do anything with or can't stomach to begin with. Maybe I'm too picky or whatever but I'm struggling with getting myself to eat.

I've been eating the same canned tuna and crackers for like....a week now and I am so tired of it. I'm now out of soup though, so fun for me.

FUCK

Got coffee so I'm slightly less grouchy now. Whether that's because of the caffeine or being in the cold is yet to be seen.

I have my pronouns in my username and bio in a lot of places because it's such a prevalent reoccurring issue. I should not have to keep doing this with friends.

It's still misgendering to insist on using neutral pronouns someone doesn't use. My pronouns are it/its. I will start biting.

For whatever reason there seems to be a general halt in correcting people across the board, because there's also been numerous instances where people who don't misgender me refuse to correct people who do when I'm not around. It's genuinely pissing me off

I just woke up and am already in a poor mood and I'm trying to tell myself I need to be less angry over it but I'm getting really sick and tired of needing to repeatedly correct people on my pronouns, including friends.

Four sketches of Giganotosaurus depicting in various poses.

Today let me sketch one of the largest theropod #dinosaurs, the enormous Giganotosaurus carolinii

Giganotosurus lived during the latest part of the Cretaceous in South America. It had a long, tall and narrow skull with prominent crests. These crests were rugose and had numerous ridges

#paleoart

I need to get around to trying some cleaner dissos eventually cause I love how they feel but DXM makes me feel like I got put through a hydraulic press

Shame it wasn't as fun this time tbh... don't get me wrong I enjoyed it but the setting being in a motel by myself with neighbors yelling at each other made it a little odd.

Actually fell asleep towards the end there lol it was kinda funny

Body load and nausea this time was fucking crazy and is almost the sole reason it wasn't as enjoyable this time. Came on stronger than I expected.

Tripsit.me came in clutch this time around fs but man solo tripping like that is definitely a different vibe to doing it in a group

Call me too woke but I actually think the idea that oppression is an immutable biological trait and that things would be magically fixed if we took the oppressed and made them into oppressors is bad actually....?

YouTube video by duster - Topic Inside Out

music.youtube.com/watch?v=8ElV...

Wow

I am making the drug fueled decision to freeze pop tart

Digital sketch of my new dragon sona with a party hat on!

BIRTHDAY DRAGON! 🎉⭐️🎂

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Hi this is a very specific request, I need bandaids and a sharps container so I can keep taking my T safely 💉 would appreciate the help!

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I have nothing to do today and no money for the bus or sharps container quite yet.

But I do have a ridiculous amount of DXM. So DXM day it is. Give me song recs to listen to while I'm on it

Caffeine is not conducive to not contemplating all of your life's choices at 3am

Realization:

I had redbull a few hours ago and forgot. That's probably why I can't sleep.

Note to self don't take 100mg of caffeine in the evening

So like I said lots on my mind. Both meaningful and kinda pointless at the same time.

I would like to sleep. I hope I can sleep cause I have things to do tomorrow.

Also I do not like the way Bluesky looks anymore they made it look too much like Twitter in a bad way

I'm scared and hopeful about my living situation.
I'm angry and suspicious people I thought I could trust
I don't hate the people who hurt me but wish they would have done differently

I'm not the same person I was. And neither is anyone else. IDK. Growth or some shit.

There's only really so much I can say or do, or vent about to anyone. Just feeling a lot right now. Guilt and fear and limerence and pride and grief. All at once. It's overwhelming and I wish that I could just beam it all into people's brains so they could get it.