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how to defeat existential dread

finally beat peak!!!

bad code makes me so sad 😣

10 years into coding and being a staff eng now I'll still have bouts of imposter syndrome, but then I'll go thru the codebase and see some of the stuff people write and the feeling is dispelled quickly

trying to figure out why i like the kpop demon hunters soundtrack but not kpop in general. does it have to do with the vocals? the twice cover of takedown is just worse

i didn't really understand when artists would say that AI generated art lacked soul and stuff, like i sympathized and stuff but didn't really get it until i had to start regularly reviewing pull requests which were mostly AI generated code. soulless. so I can relate now, I think

can we all agree that wraps are the worst kind of food? and im not talking about proper burritos, im talking about wrapping some other dish like a salad or chicken in a gross gummy tortilla adjacent piece of flour (usually cold). who needs these? why??

life is asking a lot of "can I?" rather than asking the better question: "should... I?"

being pedantic here, but a red flag is a warning sign of danger or potential problems - not the problem itself. a red flag doesn't always end up actually signifying a deeper issue

ADHD means that sometimes I make awful decisions just to feel something, like an addict would

sometimes I just be tired of logging in on this character like for a day can I play on my alt or something

Holy fuck these #Deadlock patchnotes are INSANE. NEW MAP, NEW LANES, WE'RE SO FUCKING BACK BABY. This map is so COOL.

if you want anything done right you have to do it yourself

the range of emotions being a fearful avoidant exposes is insane

sometimes you sit on a toilet seat and just know that thing was never user tested

adhd is needing to do laundry 1 bite into my lunch because i know the surge of motivation won't come back later at a more opportune moment

winter used to be my favorite season bc i like the cold but i think i'm just beginning to realize i'm always depressed as shit during and around the holidays. spring can't come soon enough

failing at being a man (feeling all the emotions except for anger)