♱ monika

I think it's ironic i wrote this while crying on my bathroom floor

I hit 3 months clean a little ago

67 days. heh

been a bit , hi guys!!!!!!!

OK I DIDNT horray

might relapse today

specifically ame chan (kangel not as much) , omori , simon petricov , ena shinonome , ect ITS ROUGHHJJJ AAAAAAHH

my obsession and relation with characters is getting so bad i feel like i am most of the characters i feel strongly about

i successfully took off the cheese but the burger is mid THE PICKLES ARE SO UNFLAVORFUL AND EVERYTHING IS JUST AAAUGH EW

i'm going insane over cheese on a burger.

i hate american cheese so much and especially when the cheese is on a burger i also hate ANY cheese on burgers I FUCKING HATE WHEN FAST FOOD RESTRAUNTS GET MY ORDER WRONG OH MY GOD IM KILLING MYSELF

ITS OK i might change my bluesky here to omori soon anyway

remember to follow my twt if you still use it ^_^ i just did a account revamp

hello ^_^

i'm sick

i talk too much sorry guys

need to omad again

have to remind myself if i was okay i wouldn't be cutting or starving myself

it's over isn't it IS SO PEAK ITS SUCH A GOOD SONG

(^◡^ ) i have daddy and mommy issues (obviously)

(>‿◠) DNI if you are nsfw , a zoophile , a proshipper , or ect. if i don't like u i will likely block tho <3

that's pretty much it. i will add onto this if i wanna #shedsky #shsky #edsky #edtwt #shtwt #slitsky #slittwt #🐛sky IDK THE TAGS

(❛◡❛✿) most of my posts are rants , i will likely not post my sh pics , i MIGHT post my art but im planning to create a art account too soo..

(｡ŏ_ŏ) ive been self harming for a bit now, and by the time ive been posting this, only my sister knows. i plan to tell my mom soon.

heyy new intro that is also a info dump (like most of my posts)

my name is ena or mizu , either is ok!! if you know me from here, don't call me any other name pls. 📌
( ^ω^) i like nso, musicals, sd, ect.. i relate to towa , sayori , ame chan , and more!!
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opp?

2 PEOPLE SAID MONIKA I WILL PUT HER JUST HOLD ON

I CANT DECIDE TO CHANGE MY ACCOUNT TO MONIKA (ddlc) , SUNNY (omori) , REAGAN (inside job) , OR JULES (euphoria) PLSSSSO J HAVE NO IDEA

THERES THIS SCENE FROM INSIDE JOB THATS LIKE "HA LOOKS LIKE A DICK" AND IT WOULD WORK AMAZING FOR THIS

YOU GOT TO BE SHITTING ME THIS PUNY ASS MULTISWIPE FUCKING WENT EVERYWHERE SO MUCH BLOOD FOR SO LITTLE BROOO

relapsed but it doesn't even hurt bro WHAT WAS THE POINT My back hurts more then this it's not even funny kms 💔