𝔸𝕤𝕙𝕝𝕚 ⚧

Only one person has been smart enough to turn their back on me. I hope everyone can do the same.
I can't be friends with any of you anymore

I can't stand those who are defending me right now. I might delete everything sooner actually

Actually, tomorrow, I will tell everyone the details of what I've done. I know they are too kind to expose me, but I don't deserve to hide behind that.

I'm sorry, everyone. I can't be the inspiration I wanted to be. I'm corrupt and destroy everything with my touch

a thing. I now wonder if there is any reason to show myself anymore, or if I should simply delete everything and fade into obscurity. After all, if everyone knew, they would surely want me gone. I say this not to gather sympathy, but to in some cowardly way own up to the monster I've become.

There is something that's been eating away at me for a long time, and I finally dealt with it responsibly, but my sins won't be erased. I have no right to feel sorry for myself, for it is the victim of my wrongdoings that bears the scars. I wish I could make up for it, but nothing I do will change

How do you save a post?

I feel so fcking insane when my family members tell me my mom isn't abusive, just because she doesn't get physical (for the most part) the gaslighting is real

Honestly when I see some display of childlike innocence or something that reminds me of it, something about it gives me this vague feeling I can’t describe, and I feel the urge to cry

I wanna be a kid again….

Same

YouTube video by 礼衣 違法建築 (shaky) – 礼衣 Music Video

youtu.be/QZXVQQ7zpyg?...

YouTube will like show me a song that has a sick animated music video with cool character design and deep lyrics (captions translated from Japanese) and overall just sounds great, and then it has like 35k views. I don't get it. How is there so much peak high quality forms of art just hidden away

Rain your life is worth so much... I understand that sometimes you feel like you don't have the strength to continue, but someday things will be different, sometimes a lot sooner than you'd expect. Just don't give up please

I'm locked in I guess? I'm going to make a future for myself I suppose... Maybe I will make it out of this... Perhaps I can inspire others... Possibly

Is there anything you can do to make a change?

can I pet your dog

This is actually me talking to myself bc I do this too often

Stopping yourself from doing something because it's cringe is dumb. Be cringe. Be free

Haven’t heard it but there’s no way it’s disgusting. Regardless, it’s definitely something you can change if it makes you feel this way

Respectfully girl you are tripping

I like to think the neighbors of this apartment with their window open are like “god damn it this bitch is blasting Cadmium Colors again”

Progress is not always linear and it’s not your fault if you fall sometimes

a black and white drawing of a boy crying with the words " this is who you 're being mean to me " ALT: a black and white drawing of a boy crying with the words " this is who you 're being mean to me "

WTF WAS THAT CLIFFHANGER NOOOOOOOOOOOOO

Fuck conditional acceptance

Can we just eliminate all grifters (in Minecraft)

YouTube video by Reol Official 妄想税 / Reol(れをる)+nqrse Cover

music.youtube.com/watch?v=lYo4...

YouTube video by なとり / natori なとり - 絶対零度

The vibes for today
music.youtube.com/watch?v=LFoy...

I feel the same