Chiluver❄️

Proof that Chi is still alive! Due to RL kicking my ass the past few months I haven’t had much time to suit, but just seeing her when I go into my closet makes me smile which honestly means so much right now.

Thank you owlie! <3

Sorry for the radio silence, things have still been pretty rough but hanging in there. I managed to draw for the first time this year for an art exchange and I’m really proud of how it came out, so that’s something!
#chiluverart #darlingdainty #dainty #oc

My boss offered me extra time off to grieve Ellie. I’m so relieved I cried about it honestly. You wouldn’t believe how much I’ve been dreading going back since, I still don’t feel like a person

lemon pig . . .

Late but, Happy New Year with Estinien and Vrtra!

#shmiart #FFXIVART #FFXIV

this one is called mushroom puppy :)

I just need to find the energy and drive to draw again

I’m trying not to beat myself up too much about it but I really can’t do a year in art meme this year or anything because I really haven’t drawn much since art fight. The last half of this year was REALLY hard and one of the worst of my life. But I really want to get back to drawing soon, hopefully

燕御津羽神 昇龍

바다의 늑대

Tea and Books 🫖📚 #art

the last days of autumn

We already had our first snow a few weeks ago. It’s a beautiful contrast to the colorful landscape and a reminder that winter is rapidly approaching.

Autumn never lasts long enough for my liking

This was the patreon print for november.

2023 work
Varshahn/Vrtra

#Shinjyuart #FFXIV #Varshahn #Vrtra

I just purchased one; I lost my little soul dog Ellie exactly a week ago tomorrow, so it sounds like she and Nezuko passed around the same time. I want to honor both of their memories as well as help you with these costs for her care. Please take care of yourself, it's a terribly difficult time.

I would really like to do the brushweek challenge that's been floating around, I just probably won't be able to do it now. It's going to be super late if I DO end up doing it but I did want to try, I just...gestures to how this last week has gone

I love maned wolves so much you don't understand

Thank you so much! <3

Thank you for boosting, this is a very sweet idea <3

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OH NO yeah for me it was so weird, I woke up with some slight discomfort and just thought it was my period but then within an hour the pain went from "this is kindof uncomfortable" to "oh my god there's a knife stabbing me"

My advice is definitely keep drinking as much water as you can (I didnt pass mine until they got IVs in me because I was so sick from the pain I couldn't keep liquids down) and it should pass on its own hopefully soon

Not at all! So I started having symptoms early in the morning (around 10am), and I actually passed the stone at the hospital, I want to say in the evening around 6-7PM. I remember it was dark by the time we left. I was still feeling a lot of soreness after but the pain was nowhere NEAR as bad

In 2023 I spent 7 hours in the ER with the exact same issue, I was in so much pain I literally thought I was dying, wouldn't wish it on my worst enemy. I hope you feel better soon!

Thank you Wolfie ;; I wish you were here too, I could definitely use it rn

Genuinely, thank you so much Owlie. That means a lot to hear and I appreciate you so much ;;

I keep expecting to go back to my room to find her waiting for me. If I leave to go do something I catch myself thinking I need to check on Ellie until I remember she’s not going to be there
And it’s gut wrenching

I just miss her so, so much.