eden

i neeeed to go listen to all the new songs!!

how does it feel to be gods favorite (i do love this for you tho lmao)

does your hair just naturally do that or do you use a product? it looks so good!! i could never get mine to look like that when I had a similar cut 😭

i am SO glad i learned about how bad it is at the beginning of my practice vs later. i read a few books and thought yikes!!

got two days off for partner’s birthday we are going to have a river day and go floating and i’ll probably take them to dinner after yippeeeee

NETTLES insane btw….. listened to it on a loop on my hour drive home this morning and im going to listen to it on a loop all day. yes im normal

not to be autistic neurotic about ethel cain but none of you love her like i do actually

have to like. sell the house first. and find a place where i can bribe the landlord with money to let me have my dogs. but i will still be employed so huge win for me

partner and i are going to be in the area for another year or two (instead of trying to get to oregon by the end of the year) for their job However my boss said I can stay on even if i move a little further away which means it’s LIVING WITH MY PARTNER TIME!!! huge

I love my job I love the work but they are constantly adjusting my schedule (sometimes day of!!) and it makes it impossible to have a life outside of work I am getting so burnt out!!

yes!!!

just a few more hours until i can sit in my partner’s lap and go on a tangent about alex garland’s films. life is beautiful and worth living etc etc

oh she is STUNNING

turns out my cat weakness is “inbred colony tuxedo kitten” i’ve fallen in love with this little guy. it’s not the time for another cat but my heart yearns and i’m coping by making everyone look at how cute he is

(how could you resist that face…. How)

i have never been loved like this before i’m acting So normal about it

partner got witcher 3 to play “so we can talk about it” because they know it’s my favorite im going to climb up the walls

ohhh tuxedos are the best!! he Is so handsome!!

sorry it’s Loving My Partner hours

they had me over the night after i got out and made me michelin star french fries (they’re a chef) and watched movies with me and cuddled me and gave me normalcy when i was so fucking fragile and i think part of me knew right then that I was going to love them. now here we are. love of my life

like one week after I met my now partner the first time I ended up in the psych ward and they were so normal and chill about it. shoutout to them. never once made me feel weird or bad about it and gave me a sense of normalcy when I got out. they barely knew me but made me feel so loved already

respectfully…. 😍

rolling down my window and shouting “HELL YEAH” at the vultures eating a roadkill deer on the side of the road

been sexually harassed and mildly sexually assaulted in gas stations twice this month and when i tell you i am about to just start screaming in men’s faces when they do this to me im not joking!!!

i love lestat de lioncourt… did y’all know that i love lestat de lioncourt

I worked 12 hours today and actually felt good and alert all day and didn’t want to die the entire time… incredible what having a job you actually love does for you!!

i thought she was just baking some frozen ones but no she made them FROM SCRATCH

i don’t get baby fever i get puppy fever (until i remember that having puppies sucks) but tomorrow i get to play with an aussie puppy for 2 hours and it’s going to heal my soul

roommates said they would make me cinnamon rolls when i got out of the psych ward then life happened and they didn’t have time but they’re making me them today i am all yippeeee