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pervert philosopher. marxism-leninism and gay sex πŸ‡§πŸ‡· longform: https://biel.bearblog.dev/

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I've been journaling for hours and it's not getting better. I HAVE to tell Ton I don't want to fucking do this anymore. I seriously need to cut this guy off. I need to die too but that's unfeasible right now

23.11.2025 08:57 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

Whew bad idea

23.11.2025 08:55 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

During my first session my therapist said what I expected and that the goal is going to be to find a way to live with loneliness and that everyone feels like this and blah blah blah. Yeah man I know I'm not special. If it were so common you'd think it'd be easier to find other people like me

23.11.2025 08:54 β€” πŸ‘ 3    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

Oh my god shut the fuck up already you fucking annoying freak

23.11.2025 08:51 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

I seriously don't know what to do anymore. Everything I do is stupid and worthless. I thought I was doing okay but I'm just fucking not, I will never be normal and the plan is to now assume I will die alone. Terminal. Fatal.

23.11.2025 08:51 β€” πŸ‘ 2    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0
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Very few narratives piss me off as much as the whole "let's give marginalised people LLM assistants for inclusion". 

Inclusion does not mean giving marginalised people shittier versions of a thing: Sure you can give kids from poorer backgrounds an LLM to "learn" but what you are saying is that poor people are not worth having trustworthy sources of information. When you say that older or lonely people can talk to chatbots to feel less alone you are saying that some people are not worth a social life. 

This is a deeply inhumane perspective that goes actively against the ideas and ideals of inclusion.
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View JΓΌrgen Geuter’s graphic link JΓΌrgen GeuterJΓΌrgen Geuter β€’ 2ndVerified β€’ 2nd Research Director @ART+COM | Independent writer/theorist | Keynote Speaker | AI-Deinfluencer | #LudditeResearch Director @ART+COM | Independent writer/theorist | Keynote Speaker | AI-Deinfluencer | #Luddite 22h β€’ 22 hours ago β€’ Visible to anyone on or off LinkedIn Follow Very few narratives piss me off as much as the whole "let's give marginalised people LLM assistants for inclusion". Inclusion does not mean giving marginalised people shittier versions of a thing: Sure you can give kids from poorer backgrounds an LLM to "learn" but what you are saying is that poor people are not worth having trustworthy sources of information. When you say that older or lonely people can talk to chatbots to feel less alone you are saying that some people are not worth a social life. This is a deeply inhumane perspective that goes actively against the ideas and ideals of inclusion. likesupportcelebrate 186 You and 185 others

Regret to report that there has been another good linkedin post

22.11.2025 11:18 β€” πŸ‘ 1306    πŸ” 421    πŸ’¬ 14    πŸ“Œ 18

I should be so happy that Bolsonaros in prison but instead I'm fucking miserable that I have no one to celebrate that with. It's always about how fucking much of a loser I am and I don't understand why I can't just be fucking normal

23.11.2025 08:49 β€” πŸ‘ 4    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

Idk what I'm supposed to do anymore. I can't wait for therapy. He won't fix me because nothing can. But it'll make me feel less terrible about myself. I don't know what I keep doing wrong.

23.11.2025 08:48 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

I've been watching self help shit all night because I'm clearly not ready for polite society. I'm never going to be ready to be around others. Everything boils down to "stop caring but like, not that much" so yeah I can't actually do this right now

23.11.2025 08:47 β€” πŸ‘ 3    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0
This Hell
YouTube video by Rina Sawayama - Topic This Hell

music.youtube.com/watch?v=1WWT... ah rina sawayama, she really hit it out of the gate with that debut. her follow up single was really good and honestly the video made me cry lol

22.11.2025 23:23 β€” πŸ‘ 3    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

yeah post what youre listening to now!

22.11.2025 23:22 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

that being said, the intensity IS relatable. my aoty is where i put on my pseudo intellectual hat

22.11.2025 23:22 β€” πŸ‘ 8    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

batemans analysis gets memed by people who dont understand that he was being a fucking freak about music as a white upper class signifier. he fucking outright says huey lewis and the news are 'too black' lmao. its supposed to be a reactionary and intense

22.11.2025 23:22 β€” πŸ‘ 12    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 2    πŸ“Œ 0

all music reviewers sound like patrick bateman at a certain point

22.11.2025 23:19 β€” πŸ‘ 19    πŸ” 1    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0
Girl Front
YouTube video by ODD EYE CIRCLE - Topic Girl Front

music.youtube.com/watch?v=bAY0... such a fun track. i really like maximalist production. i think girl front was kind of a breakthrough for kpop because its BIG but also pretty tight and snappy. idk its a bop

22.11.2025 23:19 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

fuck it, listening now thread

22.11.2025 23:17 β€” πŸ‘ 9    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 6    πŸ“Œ 0

honestly i expect every musician to suck lol but at least make good music like damn!!

22.11.2025 23:17 β€” πŸ‘ 4    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

you really deserve it. its nice that shes really trying for you.

22.11.2025 23:16 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

i understand why people drop dead from sadness. i really truly never thought this was possible until recently and now i think im going to die of a heart attack instead of suicide. i dont get it man

22.11.2025 23:14 β€” πŸ‘ 11    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

i constantly think 'i survived so much. i can survive this.' and it used to work but now im like ugh WHY do i have to keep surviving, i have been in survival mode since i was a year old

22.11.2025 23:13 β€” πŸ‘ 15    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 3    πŸ“Œ 0

It's interesting that there is a Stairway to Heaven but a Highway to Hell.

22.11.2025 23:11 β€” πŸ‘ 8    πŸ” 1    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

lmfao it took me a second

22.11.2025 23:11 β€” πŸ‘ 2    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

i dont like led zeppelin either but i think theyre legit talented. i seriously dislike ac/dc. i think theyre a hair metal band its still not cringe to like

22.11.2025 23:11 β€” πŸ‘ 4    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

i fucking hate ac/dc. maybe hate is a strong word but i think theyre incredibly overrated

22.11.2025 23:10 β€” πŸ‘ 20    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 6    πŸ“Œ 1

oh ;_____;

22.11.2025 23:09 β€” πŸ‘ 2    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

beginning to suspect that my prior sexual experiences have given me a warped idea of the subject matter. that's no excuse to be bad at it though. if I don't get a good grade in Sex I'll never get adopted and I'll say in the orphanage forever

22.11.2025 03:21 β€” πŸ‘ 52    πŸ” 4    πŸ’¬ 2    πŸ“Œ 0

y'all mind if a white boy gets a little autoandrophillic with it?

22.11.2025 23:06 β€” πŸ‘ 23    πŸ” 1    πŸ’¬ 3    πŸ“Œ 0
a tweet from Hunty Otacon (@justlet_melive)

u consumed that media so ethically, babe. you're so getting into heaven

a tweet from Hunty Otacon (@justlet_melive) u consumed that media so ethically, babe. you're so getting into heaven

21.11.2025 18:10 β€” πŸ‘ 2615    πŸ” 1068    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 8

why feel bad for yourself when you can listen to the middle? sometimes i catch myself feeling pathetic and for some reason that knocks me out of it.

22.11.2025 23:08 β€” πŸ‘ 4    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

the middle by jimmy eat world just came on and for some reason i dont understand, i IMMEDIATELY feel better....i dont even like this song. ive never liked this song. everything WILL be alright wtf

22.11.2025 23:08 β€” πŸ‘ 5    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

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