NSFW version ππ
I am beyond happy to share this one with you. It's truly a dream come true, the perfect drawing of a side of me a few know... I give you... The naughty Panda π
Art by the amazing
@stiven-hakuma.bsky.social
Make sure you check out his telegram too!
https://t.me/takitaroa
NSFW version in comments ππ½
This floofer is ready for shading & post processing, can't wait to share the finished piece with y'all π
First ever commission coming soon... π Here's a sneak peak at my goofy face
Started the year with 3 piercings, finishing it with 6 π€·
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It's been an interesting couple months, but I'm still breathing.
Ready to conquer 2026 and we still have over a month to go, sigh
Someone either hi-jacked my tiktok account OR mass reported it out of pettiness, tl;dr it got banned, I mainly used it to moderate for a friend and it was a purely personal private acc with just a few personal reels and pics from holidays. I last posted around September last year so no clear reason
People branding AI tools as "trash" often don't realise it should be used as a tool to enhance creativity, not replace it. I use AI tools to generate vocals on my tracks, but I still spend hours in ableton coming up with melodies, vocal lines and chord progression., not to mention writing lyrics.
"The best thing about hitting your head against the wall is when you stop."
Writing is scary. It's a rewarding process, but it requires to put myself in a place of vulnerability.
https://on.soundcloud.com/ytojBGra9aRnfKw20B
I wrote "Tide Pod" as a positivity anthem after coming back from Furality 2 two of my friends groups falling apart. Fellt like the end of the world,but picking up the pieces&being unwavering support through the bad moments is what inspired me 2 keep going
https://on.soundcloud.com/l6BjvQdbHk5SumqXbH
Controlling the environment and narrative will only get one so far. With time, people who choose to stick around you will see you for who you truly are, and those moments of genuine friendship, good and bad stuff, the ugly and the beautiful, are truly priceless. Fortunate to have friends like that.
Being apparently punished for sticking to my own moral compass only reinforces my sentiment about having called the right shots. Being true and honest to what I believe in, and staying loyal to the bone when I see injustice is not always instant gratification, but it pays back over time.
I still can't draw hands/fingers but this was a fun little activity that brought back my inner child in ways I did not expect. My first full colour piece so shading is a little bit all over the place. I give you Panda: the presumed canine shapeshifter. Bit of a goof around people he trusts.
My ongoing health issues journey as well as some life experiences had me busy for the last couple months, music has been a true escape. Part 2 of my conceptual mini EP is now available to stream. It's been a blast.
https://on.soundcloud.com/0bOgubWctloFdEaAZn
Analytics cancer free (allegedly), ultrasound of the kidneys clean, tl;dr we still don't know what's wrong with me π at least feelnling somewhat more functional with the new medication π€· "it's somethig*
https://open.spotify.com/track/3gT24QYMA65I38nj4k1rAw?si=Kz6b3nWuTMKTsRqDBEPBYA
You don't know who I am or what I have been through...
Here we go π
https://open.spotify.com/track/1XzkJf10auH5bG9tt8zeSU?si=h6PaboeKQO-23uBwDKXxGg
We ain't looking for a reason, we're just chasing down a feeling
Useful out of context advice
-the more you try to hide something, the more people will find out about it
-when you face a problem and don't want it to spiral out of control address the issues directly with all the parties involved. Telling everyone else will perpetuate the problem
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https://open.spotify.com/track/2sIv9iS6e5ygJbMHdNBUcA?si=yhK0e7D9Sb6oYViwz6HZDQ
Continuing the summer throwback with this banger. Around this time back in 2019 I was on my plane back to the UK from my summer holiday in Spain. I never thought only a year later my life would make a full 180.
https://open.spotify.com/track/40nHczWlJ16k42ZowjCDvW?si=KOporqT-T6-eoIZPPxLbyQ
Today's throwback song
Tl;dr people that are in complete deliberate denial of the times they wronged you are on a completely different level of bullshit and are definitely not someone you want as a friend π
The awakening will be rude the day it knocks on their door
Squid game 3 hits right in them feels, soooo good π’
Welp it's time to shitpost on tumblr again
https://youtu.be/HNn7e2MyT3A?si=TuFrpkXhqV6vpHAz
A6 is here, and while I cry for each new release form Lights this one has touched parts of me I haven't resonated with for a while. From all the way back in 2011 when she saved my life with "Siberia", through all the records.... Thank you π€
Ohr nor
New phone who this
*cries in poor*