MDNI!!!

i remember when we went up to see my mum’s family and we’d (me and my brother) recently come out to them and my cousin said “you just wanna play with tits don’t ya”
and i mean… that’s not *the* reason i’m transitioning but uhh…

yeah that makes sense

ok

would anyone be uncomfortable if i posted hrt progress photos (labelled as nsfw ofc)?
also i guess it depends on if im comfortable with posting it

i wish bluesky wasn't made in a way that makes it basically impossible to make anything completely private

yeah. i hope that happens

yeah that’s the thing. i’d have to have a very good stable income to afford that

ok. i’ll have to do some research into that then but i don’t think im anywhere near ready to have any surgery yet

i know i said i’ve fantasised about having bottom surgery but it’s not the typical thing you’re probably imagining. idk if it’s even possible but if i ever did it i’d want to keep the stuff i currently have but add the thing i don’t.
idk if that makes me weird or invalid

thanks lol

thanks!! :3

i feel like most of this account is gonna be about my boobs lol
anyway, i wanted to see if i actually have a measurable bra size above AA and as it turns out im nearly a 34B already?? unless i’ve measured wrong but like?!
there’s a slightly more noticeable overhang when i look from the side now

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ok i took a closer look im sorry

she said she wanted to date me once she was over 18.

once again i wanna be clear that im not the one pushing for this, but i’m leaving it completely up to her

I hope so too

i understand that. and I want to make it clear that I'll never push for any sort of relationship, not even after she turns 18

and i should add as well, if you are who im talking about, you shouldn’t be here. at the very least I hope it’s been at least a couple months since i posted this and you aren’t a minor anymore, but this thread should be gone by then anyway.

putting these last two here just in case.
i do hope that you read this carefully and in full… and if you are the person this thread is about, i’m deeply sorry and i hope i haven’t broken our trust by reading what I shouldn’t have

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i think the entity did blow things a bit out of proportion on my end. it had me thinking i was no better than a pedophile, and it punished me for that. i don’t think that anymore because nothing i did was ever predatory, but at most maybe a bit thoughtless.

so here’s the thing: if we ever did try something more than /p it would absolutely have to be when we’re both adults. that much should be obvious. but then again if we ever did, would it look like I was just waiting for the moment she turned 18? would that brand me a creep?

i’m gonna be honest now and i understand if this is the part where you lose all faith in me, but I did, and tbh I still do, see us as more than just friends. Not in a romantic way, and definitely not in a sexual way, but nonetheless more than friends.

i’m not gonna quote anything directly for her privacy but the gist i got was that she may have had feelings for me. What kind of feelings, i don’t know, but when that whole thing happened it seems like she was devastated, but not because she thought i was a creep, but because it got shut down.

so. i found a tumblr blog that she made about me that i was never meant to see. i think this was around the time the whole shipping thing happened but she’s been updating it since then.

also, if you read this and conclude that you don’t want to be friends with me anymore, that’s up to you, but please at least tell me first

thank you :>

i see. that makes sense actually. i think what grew first were breast lobes then because that’s further down, and then this new stuff started off as basically a line from that lobe and has then expanded and i think that’s the lactiferous ducts

i’m glad it’s normal

however, when i was on estradiol valerate, i noticed a different tissue growing mostly in my left breast which is a lot less sensitive and further back behind where the new, sensitive breast tissue is now growing