Xə Qwazona :3

another thing people can’t seem to grasp is that just because i “want to be a girl” doesn’t mean im automatically attracted to guys

i knew you didn’t mean it in that way

*true in some cases meaning people making changes in general, not necessarily coming out as trans

my mum keeps bringing up the idea that trauma can cause people to want to make radical changes in their lives and i don’t doubt that that’s true in some cases, but what if i realised before my dad got sick, or before lockdown?

don’t get me wrong, i *don’t* envy the fact that said trans people would’ve had to have waited so much longer after realising they were trans to be eligible for HRT

sometimes i envy trans people who always knew they were trans. for one thing, they’ve had longer to get on gender clinic waiting lists, and second, it’s a lot harder to call someone a faker or “just confused” if they’ve felt that way as long as they can remember

ok… still seems very weird to me. my mum would never make me pack her stuff for her

no i think that’s valid

yeah

oh yeah, they responded by saying “if you don’t want to be sexualised don’t be on the internet”, to which i promptly blocked them

why is that your responsibility?? she’s an adult. she can pack it herself

no :( 🫂🫂🫂🫂

and it looks like they most likely are using AI

i just asked them to take it down

oh...

so it's most likely mud. thankfully...

their bio said they're a WAM/QS enjoyer which i looked up and it means "Wet and Messy" and "Quicksand" respectively

idk how to feel about the fact that someone made a (SFW) fetish edit to my drawing... but they actually put effort into it...

i wish my headmates could prove they still exist sometimes

i guess it's a good thing i haven't been on this account that much

wow shiny post

i hope so too

i think that makes sense. if ALL your experiences with a person were rehearsed and fake it would be weird

i saw her online on steam recently actually, so i'm guessing she's just taking a break from social media altogether

same..

my elbow still hurts slightly if i try to extend my arm (using my triceps) with too much force or if i put pressure directly on it like if i roll onto it by accident when i'm sleeping
other than that it seems to be healing

a couple of times i've gotten a dream where i got arrested and idk if that's just because i was watching a lot of crime dramas around that time or me being insecure about making mistakes and being potentially viewed as evil

i want to make it clear that i felt terrible once i had made people uncomfortable. i didn't actively want to hurt anyone

or there's that time when we were trying to get onto a really busy train so I grabbed both of the handrails and pulled myself on all while squishing several people. the worst part about it is that, in the moment, i meant to do it. i knew it would make people uncomfortable and yet i still did it

neither of you are talentless