簡直自取其辱
分不清我现在凌晨四点了还非常清醒到底多大程度上是因为烦心事spiral得睡不着又多大程度上是因为睡前冲的一杯咖啡
地下鉄である凛とした人に自然と目が行き、自分も髪をもっと短くしてみたかった。
《少年來了》和《素食者》都還只讀到一半，昨天下午在咖啡店裡一口氣讀了兩遍《白》
![I'm really fed up with TikTok Refugees asking about the current situation of the LGBTQ in China, and then hundreds & thousands of cishet men & women rushing up to say "We don't care about sexual orientation", "We treat everyone equally", "no discrimination no promotion", "We're inclusive as long as you don't promote [LGBTQ ideology]."
Who says [we queer Chinese] belong to the same "we" as you guys?
If you really cared about the rights of sexual minorities, you wouldn’t say lightly such things as "Sexual minorities are not discriminated against here, we‘re all ordinary folks." Saying such words shows that the plight and suffering of sexual minorities are completely invisible to you. You think that "neither support or oppose" is a charity to minorities, and you even add "don’t [display your queerness] in public places" and "don't affect children." You‘re even proud of yourself for how tolerant you are. "We don't care", the world is now at peace [invoking Confucian term sarcastically].](https://cdn.bsky.app/img/feed_thumbnail/plain/did:plc:drrr6ze2djslmfocuwdlnipz/bafkreig2w4v36olkclaby5cryxaayyhz5dd36d4nr56pbqihpm4ztbeihq)
![Yes, you don't care at all. You don’t care about the bullying sexual minority teenagers face at school; you don’t care about the difficulties transgender people face when job hunting; you don’t care about all those [LGBTQ] public welfare [social media] accounts that have been nuked; you don’t care about all those [LGBTQ] clubs that have been cancelled; you don’t care about all those [queer] characters on screen that have disappeared; you don’t care about the [queer-themed] books that have been removed from the shelves overnight; you don’t care about the rampant internet violence of [anti-LGBTQ] hate groups; you don’t care about the marginalization, fetishization, and stigmatization of sexual minorities; you don’t care about all the [queer] voices that have been silenced; and you don’t care at all about all the [queer] lives that have passed away. You are the principal who [temporarily] changes [his students' grueling] class schedule and greets his superiors with an [ingratiating] smile when they come to inspect [the school]; the domestic abuser who pretends to be affectionate [to his wife] in front of colleagues, relatives and friends; the "loving"[read: abusive] parents who put on another face when guests come over. All you care about is your mianzi [face].
“No discrimination no promotion” is a complete joke. I've seen how forcefully “no promotion” is enforced, but where is the enforcement of “no discrimination”? Cishets saying that LGBTQ people are already treated equally is like a man saying that we've long achieved gender equality, or an able-bodied person saying that people with disabilities already enjoy very convenient lives in China. Let the sexual minorities themselves determine whether or not they're discriminated against. You are a fish in the mainstream; you don't realize that you live in water. [yes, pun intended]](https://cdn.bsky.app/img/feed_thumbnail/plain/did:plc:drrr6ze2djslmfocuwdlnipz/bafkreifsg4kklcbno6nm3iw7sryofqazi3laf5d2gpwb2sd3vbn7zr6xgi)
Translated this now censored post by a queer Chinese netizen calling out their non-queer counterparts for whitewashing the #LGBTQ situation in #China in front Western #tiktokrefugees (see alt text)
People outside China should see this scathing post too imo, so please share!
九年ぶりに太宰の人間失格を再読したらなんか昔の印象よりちょっと短かった。
Running into a YouTube video about commonplace books really helps motivate me to buy some new pocket-sized notebooks.
My current A5 sized ones do serve a similar function as commonplace books but they are just not portable enough.
My mom phoned me up later this afternoon, having finished filling me in on everything that had happened these days, she told me she would really fancy getting calls from me every now and then, which just reminded me of how bad I am at sharing any sort of my insecurities with her.
It's getting seriously cold these days. I kinda hate it because I'm not done with my t-shirts!
I've been so busy and stressed out lately and I could really use a warm and sunny afternoon to go for a walk.
I never got a chance to learn an instrument as a kid. I'm nearly 21 now. And I want to learn how to play the piano so badly.
