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Full video of our dedicated husky pack shrine.

As pawmised....

Akira has joined the shrine of our forever pack. Never forgotten. Never replaced. Always here with us.

(It's a doghouse urn, Nuka has one too)

I see you, I feel you.

Akira, every little thing I do has you involved somehow. I'm lying in bed, all I see is this empty spot next to me. I admit, I air pet your head secretly wishing for a nudge back as woa wtf that sounds. I don't care.

I love you so fucking much.

I love and miss you so fuckin much.

Your place in the shrine next to Nuka is almost done girl. I hope you approve. ❤️

She's really helped me grieve the loss of ours. Just being able to make her smile when she looks so defeated and sad in her kennel speaks so many different volumes. I feel it in my gut Akira would want nothing less.

Volunteering at my local animal shelter has been one of the best things for me mentally. It's good exercise to walk so many dogs.

My favorite senior doggo Bella is 99% being adopted today. I've made it my priority to give her extra TLC every shift. I'm happy for her as much as I will miss her. ❤️

There's no words anymore.

Don't message please. I'm better off alone.

I'm gonna honor you girl. Mark my words.

This was the one I sent MFY.

One day I'll get a bodysuit for Causa.

This exact time a week ago, one of the hardest nights of our lives. We knew we be saying goodbye come morning.

Felt, well let's just surround you in ❤️ and give you one final night at our sides. She curled into me all night. I'm wearing the sweatpants she laid her head one final time. NO wash ever.

I have your new post notifications set up now. I keep forgetting thats a thing.

Feel free to hit me up if you ever want to bend each other's ear dealing with the deepest of grief.

I use to complain that she take all my bedspace because she loved to lay horizontal across the middle of bed. I put up with it because her comfort was worth it.

I wake up now fully stretched out and I hate it.

Wish I was in a better place mentally. I miss my best friend. Everything feels so different, so empty. I hate it.

Everyday struggle to find new work.

Physical wise ...doing 3 miles a day of cardio currently. That's 84 miles of cardio every month and some reps if I keep it up which I will.

You're getting ahead of yourself with that head talk.

Ah! See what I did there... ^^

I do my own thing. I'm way older than you and been into this longer than I like to admit.

Nothing I say will ever bring her back.

This morning, sleeping on the couch I didn't want to leave the blanket covering my head. I knew there was no husky body curled up to me on the couch once I did. The same spot we said goodbye.

I won't be right for awhile. I'm sorry you have to see this.

R.I.P. - Akira
9-1-11 - 1-31-26

My best friend, my shadow, and so much more I can't even begin to describe especially with text limits...

She's gone.

I'll do a memorial thing later, too busy having my eyes constantly burn from endless tears.

I'm gonna miss you so much...

Ah!

A lion you say! ;)

Attended an official Zootopia 2 panel, qa, and signing over the weekend. Strict about no photos inside so none to share of any of that.

Still had fun though! @olliedog.furkin.it and myself rolled in together and met up with @pretty-omi.bsky.social and friend whose tag I don't have.

Few pics.

Reminds me of my other fursona...

So relatable...

@olliedog.furkin.it
@nonameli0n.furkin.it

And myself.

Last night bowling shenanigans.

So I was looking up a movie called American Assassin on Netflix.

No joke this came up in results before I could type the whole name. Hahaha

R.I.P. @furcon.bsky.social Further Confusion

Two main hotels. Holy shit.

I gotta stop using depression as a crutch.

I need to value myself more. Stay positive when I feel at my lowest.

Back to a healthier fops...

If I keep up my current routine I'm doing 60 miles a month. I'll take it.

Akira.

She's honestly use to it at this point. That and the fact she is 14 and we've had her since she was 3 months old.

Little session yesterday since my friend had a new suit to show off.

Congrats Indy!!!

Well deserved and yes you're a very GOOD BOY! 🐾