Seal, Comet, Sea ๐ฆญ โ๏ธ ๐
March's mailed print ๐ฎ
Holbein Acryla Gouache on hot press watercolor paper.
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THANK UUUU, its so fun to hang up gallery wall style stuff and playing with the sizing and alignments of them all!
Love these old photos from my town
Mostly just proud of myself also for getting shit in the frames/putting all the hangers on them bc they have been sitting all in my closet for like a year indecisively empty lol
Also closeup of this really big ukioe I bid sniped from ebay last week ๐๐๐๐ super unique design...rare to find ones that are just objects
YIPPEE, finally filled up this entire previously blank fuggo wall with my antiques!! As well as finally put these saved pieces in old frames I've been acquiring!! Maximalist satisfaction posting, yall get it
Ft a riso print by @jasminefloyd.bsky.social and a block print by @houndsaint.bsky.social !!
Bruh uniqlo clothing quality is ass anyway idk why people like it its just cheap fast fashion slop but
*โขยคโ~โโกjapan coded*โ~โโก lol
If a place or owner is bad, the community has more impact to affect change, your voice and business matters and has more sway. You can commune with local owners, they are just people directly impacted by the local community and economy as you, everyone has a common interest and playing field
The benefit to the community is real, I know this, I see it all the time, friends who work in local spots, local businesses helping other local places, it is a community, it gives back it circulates, its very plain to see in action, its not a pipe dream, its how it always has been until recently
Bro dont even get me started that shit rlly irks me when ppl are like "omg we are getting a shake shack!! Omg we are getting a new blablabla!" Bitch it all tastes the same, theres already like 10 other local quick burger joints and fried chicken in town like idk, that's kinda cringe bro shut up!!!
Oh for sure, that's a whole other mega piece of the puzzle. Im just talking abt on a personal everyday action people can start pivoting to do as much as possible when they can ๐ค๐ค๐ค๐ค
MAKE MONEY CIRCULATE THROUGH THE COMMUNITY, YOU MONEY AT CHAINS GOES NOWHERE AND BENEFITS NO ONE, IT IS A REAL CHANGE YOU CAN MAKE, WE COLLECTIVELY ARE ALL THE INSECTS AT THE BOTTOM OF THE CAPITALISM FOOD CHAIN, A POWERFUL FOUNDATION THAT CAN ALTER AN ENTIRE ECOSYSTEM
Do not feel ashamed to show a visceral facial reaction to someone suggesting yall go get Starbucks or fast food ..... someone has to trigger the reaction of shame....it is a powerful behavioral changer lol. But besides food, also local event spaces are made for the PEOPLE...GO THERE,EXIST, BE HUMAN
Actively witnessed 6 whole longstanding small local businesses close here in the past year and I just want to say, fuck scumlord landlords....always support local guys please....dont preach abt community and continue to only frequent chains...get out there and support ur local venues and spots
exactlyyy, if u can start to have this internal monologue, it makes getting older so much more freeing and liberating in the membrane. putting it into practice rlly solidifies the pattern recognition from repeating experiences in ur brain to just chill out more with each instance
and tbh exuding confidence in what u do or how you present yourself is a flex, bc our little worrying monkey brains will just assume that what x person is doing is right, and makes ppl worry more about how they are coming off in the face of someone who seemingly "has it down", fake it till u make it
and if someone does make a big deal abt something weird u did, they prolly dont have many friends and are a generally unlikable person with their own issues goin on inside lol
FRR, i feel like this internalization just has to come with age and general living life experience to be like, damn everyone is rlly just alive for the first time, and even these 50 year olds be awkward asf, so why should i care about myself that deep, we are just free existing self worrying monkeys
basically just know ur not special, and think on 1 hand how many weird social interactions u had w someone in the past 2 months that were slightly awkward 100% due to them and now ur perception of them is bad, u prolly cant, ur brain dgaf it just worries about its own perception...BE FREE
ppl will only remember shit if u are an actual asshole or mean to them...no one literally remembers any awkward occurrenceand if they do its on their own end thinking they were the one who made the situation awkward prolly...just dont be mean in life and ur good brother
and if u actually did do something obv a lil noticeably awkward or weird...guess what...ppl will forget about it in 10 min. do you remember how someone picked out a straw weird and made like 10 others fall on the ground at a restaurant a month later? no bitch that happened and u forgot in 10 min
that cashier is prolly also internally worrying abt them saying some out of pocket weird thing based on ur awkward reaction...they prolly think they are the weird one...trust me everyone is self centered and no one cares about u (unless ur actually being a fookin FREAK i guess ofc LOL)
did u notice how anyone did some random shit weird or stood awkwardly? no cuz ur only thinking abt urself...and guess what, ur not special...everyone else is only thinking abt themselves....take solace in that everyone is too self centered to care about anyone else on a low stakes level LOL
best piece of advice i got for anyone with social anxiety that I only recently fully internalized/accepted as a default thought pattern in my brain is: no one is paying attention to u or cares, everyone is just thinking abt themselves...do u notice little shit ppl do? no, cuz u only worry abt urself
what a little guy
im just so delicious tasting supporting locally sourced vs factory farm woke pilled ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ
Pasture pig is sooooo good...never liked pig growing up from grocery stores bc it tastes like dirty ass (cuz pigs dont sweat and also only have 1 stomach like us so they just retain all the narsty chemicals and inflammation)...but lawd a pasture hog...orgasmic...tastes of acorns and umami
Lawd have mercy ....HOGGGGGGGGG FREEZER