CALYPSO !!

do you understand how harrowing it is everytime i get sick, feel bad, feel pain, ect. and all i think. the first thought. EVERYTIME. "i want my mom" and i can do nothing about it. she still doesnt even have a grave stone. i wish she had a grave stone

anyway i always get really sad about my grief about losing my parents whenever im hurt. because ultimately, that part of your brain thats still a kid wants their mom when you dont feel good

why should anything matter about the way you percieve or percieved me in the past. i am so very hurt now and struggling and just want it to be known and treated gently. and it is really but its like. that selfish part of grief of wanting to be coddled. and i guess when you lose your parents, well.

sometimes basically i just really really want to scream "cant you see how hurt i am? do you care? does anyone care?" and thats like. thats grief. is wanting to be understood by your hurt. tbh. even when you know people do care, immensely

i have art to post too i just havent . done it because it does take hours to prepare it all to post and when youre depressed you have to take the few times you have motivation and actually work. and posting art isnt Working technically

oh wow just checked back and ive been sad posting a bit too much on this account and not posting any art. sorry. im just sad

anyway im fine sorry i prob shouldnt be allowed social media access when im sad and in pain ✌️

it comes from a history of my parents and family and friend refusing to ever ask me clarifying questions about the things i say and do and just deciding i was evil about it instead <3 im damned forever ill tell ya

basically i have always had an issue with people perceiving me & my intentions the Wrong way and it deeply disturbs me But I decided to share my art and make a name about it so I have to deal with that forever. yay!

and i dont... really think abt the ppl who dont like. they barely cross my brain, ever, except when i remember and remember the reasons why they dont and it just feels rly unfair. but I dont care either. bc i dont need them to like me. its so stupid tbh

i know u are not supposed to care and i know being any amount in the public eye will make this happen but fuck man why do you hate me SO much. i do not think about it often, the people who hate me, but i think its weird they hold onto this hate. when im just sad and a small guy.

mnetally ill on main but i think its really fucked up when i remember the dumb reasons people hate me for when im just a guy who lost both his parents and then his cat and ect. and i barely make it by and im always sad and people just dont like me. like ok. its w.e. but i feel fucked abt it

u guys. im so tired of things happening. just last night my tooth started to get nerve pain (very painful) after i was feeling so good and productive im gonna freak it

OH NO NOT AT ALL i was just offering my own perspective on it as an artist myself if i was in a situation like that LMAO i havent even drawn pombon like that yet, but i might, im busy working on owed anyway

i hope what i said can offer some perspective tho :3

personally due to my own issues & trauma id get really really uncomfortable if someone tried to point at my art and tell me im drawing cub when im not doing that at all > <

in a way it would mean mew porn isnt okay because its shaped like a fetus but clearly mew is just a little creature & Not an actual baby so its like, just do whatever youre comfy w but i dont think things should just be labeled cub esp when artists arent trying to portray that, its a heavy subject

i dont take comms for art feat riolu and other designs, but i dont think it makes art ppl draw of those designs specifically cub, cus pokemon are just pokemon, thats what their shapes are, they can be any age and thats part of the source material

pokemon like growlithe, rockruff, are specifically also labeled puppy pokemon & id go as far to say if pombon is off limits then poochyena & ect. would too

ultimately, no i dont think its cub porn, ppl have their limits on what designs they are comfy w porn of, but it doesnt necessarily make it cub

closed now! will be dming people later today

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If you aren’t supporting trans people then it’s only a matter of time before nobody’s supporting *you,* no matter what happens to us.

you have to be loudly pro-pornography and you have to never shut up about it. you have to become the "they want to take away your freedom of expression vis-à-vis cocks and boobs" person to everyone you know. i'm sorry to say it but it's just how it is right now

ive drawn this b4 for comms

again. the nazis. you wanna sit in the nazi bar. because the food is good, or something. check ur fucking ideals man holy SHIT. if this starts getting heavily reposted im gonna delete it so dont repost these posts.

and i thought abt not posting this cus im in a pmdd spiral and thought id be over it but like. dude come on. U dont need a twitter account. u dont need that at all. I Do Avoid People who use it. on purpose! i do not like people who are still using it! i have a strong morality compass and like.

i genuinely do not like ppl who keep using twitter. u live in such a privileged state of mind (NOT BEING, MIND) that you dont care to have the empathy to take your hands out of the nazi basket . and for what? inflated numbers? other people who dont have empathy like u? i avoid these ppl on purpose