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@ghostlyne.bsky.social

Spotted in the wild.

Had something similar happen with a family member the other day. I don't open up about my PTSD and depression to family because they have proven time and time again they can't be trusted to not gossip.

Got a one word reply. "Okay". Cool, I get nothing and you get topics for later...

It's hard even when you know some people don't do it with intentional malice. Either through stupidity or their own version of how the world works or just being blind to things.

I always try to choose to turn it inward because I've seen what happens if I let it slip out.

If you make a PB&J and its not a giant gusher wrapped in bread then you aren't living.

I used to think the most painful thing about long hair was combing out knots.

No, its actually leaning in to eat and your hair goes "I want a bite!".

There is peanut butter in my hair...

Reminder to check your screenshot folder for games, shows and whatever neat stuff you saw and forgot about.

🤍

Gen I apparently

I remember the Pong paddles... I thought it was odd atari controllers that only worked for Pong.

Although I didn't get too deep into gaming until the snes era because lore reasons.

If I had to see it, so do you.

The level of intimacy of letting a cutie put make up on you is haunting once you've had it once.

Just in case people wonder why I go insane from being alone. No drugs can top that.

LOL

Autigender Autigender flag: black infinity symbol over gradient green horizontal stripes

Found a thing.

stimpunks.org/glossary/aut...

I got two orbs for discord. They can kiss em.

*Four 15 minute naps in a trench coat*
Yes, I am do the functional.

Also preemptive apology to the 4 dudes in every gaming card shop playing anime fighting games. You don't deserve the hate.

Brought up the main thing bugging me to my therapist.
"If you're lonely you can go to the gaming card shop down the road."

4 dudes playing whatever anime fighting game is most recent.
I can get that experience in any public lobby of every game.

going outside in the summer

Test drive.
See about finding someone to come with you who has experience with cars to know if it runs funny or sounds off.
Make sure you aren't paying a lot for something that has enough miles to have landed on the moon and came back.

I saw something the other day that makes sense.
The world really went to shit the last 5 years and people are more cruel.
Covid damages the frontal lobe.

My fan has been sounding like there is a grocery bag stuck in it.

Turns out I shed like a friggin husky when I have long hair.
Why my hair sounds like plastic at high speeds I'll never know...

Account reactivated. I exist again.

Final perception shift.

It was never my cage anyway.

Not to sound ungrateful to those that keep me around, I just wish someone would reach through the storm. I don't expect it to quell the storm, only just to remind me its not a cage I'm trapped in or guide me out of my blindness as I stumble through the world.

It's always a struggle. I wonder if people notice me noticing them back away and distance themselves because I let my emotions and thoughts run rampant in text.

IRL I'm the calm in the center of the storm, but give me a pen or a keyboard and I'm the worst...

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