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also I FINALLY SAW THE MOVIE YESTERDAY YAYYY

it was good; i liked the fnaf 1 movie better because this movie is literally like fnaf 2 itself--trying to pack a lot into a short game/movie.

i have a really good sense of what they want the fnaf3 movie to be and i have a feeling itll be my favorite

i can get the financial aid for community college because of state IT grants but fafsa is being stupid with my familys circumstances (and my dads financial abuse) and that fafsa applies to all the colleges,,, so im screwed YAYY

anyways this means COMMS ARE NOT SET UP YET YAY and itll be abit ..

so now im considering going back to community college to get into IT, which is easier to get starting jobs and build up with... BUT THEN AGAIN... every IT internship ive seen so far involves "must be in bachelors program" TO EVEN JOIN... so idek if that will work anymore fml twins 💔💔🥀

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due to some financial bullshit my dads trying to pull on me and my family i am now returning to retail job........blarugh...

ive now learned its much harder to get 3d ANYTHING jobs nowadays than it has a few years ago, and not being financially able to finish my degree and shadow does NOT help 😭

CONGRATS YAYYY !!! 🎉🎉🐈

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY YAYYY

everyone was wonderful to work with and i had a great time doing this. from the sound of it, there might be more plans.

and if you enjoy SCP & FNAF vibes, the original "Interviewed" series (that the QnA is based off of) is a great watch, and I would absolutely recommend it.

its also the quickest ive been able to animate, which is good practice for me. it's been a couple of years since being able to actually create something and show it off like i used to, which is very nice.

if you watch the video, make sure to give the other animators some love & support, too!

YouTube video by j-gems Animatronics Answer Your Questions for 30 Minutes

FINALLY get to post about something ive been doing!!
got the wonderful opportunity to work on jgem's "The Interviewed" QnA video! i got to animate Springtrap & Bloke, and also port them from SFM to Blender. it's the most ive ever animated in a single video, at 2+ minutes!
youtu.be/DthHuimdehg
#fnaf

sister and bf persuaded me to binge smiling friends, got terrible idea & doodled this in church today
#smilingfriends

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RAHH YAHHHH ITS BEEN SO LONG YAHHHHH eats it all up

darcy for scale

omg thats SICK

i just remembered, too, but omori is also really good but it’s way longer compared to the other games. you really get into it though. the horror factor is just like yume nikki if you make the right (wrong) choices.

my library is pretty diverse, BUT if you haven’t played them yet: mouthwashing, the portal series, and fran bow are my favorites in those categories that affected me A LOT. i haven’t checked if they’re all on sale, but they were 100% worth buying on any price!

a feat like no other

new awesome pics of bean bean 🔥 (gloopy)

so . i got contacted by lab again a couple of weeks ago to make more awesome stuff 🔥 (just a little bit this time),,
ok so NOW ill be working on the website again....... starting tomorw.... so burnt out.. blehh...

hey guys!! sorry was busy yesterday, but happy (late) fnaf anniversary! i dont have anything this year (like last year) because ive been just as busy / life's been just as chaotic since then. hopefully ill do something next time!

my kitties being silly in their beds to make up for the post exposing my tortured soul…
(bean on the left, she finally decided to use her new bed !! even though chippy tries to steal it… and then chippy in her actual bed on the right)

ughhh i am SO close to ifnishing my site but im in burnout and im hitting the parts i don wanna do but PLEASSEEE i wanna be able to do commissions plz no more websites pls i jsut want to make models and animtions and please plse pls plspls spls plssss... my body YEARNS to create plssss waaaa

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HAPY BIRTHDAY YAAAAYYY

ill start posting my kitties more because now ive been getting more chances to get pictures and videos

for example, chippy loves to sit next to me in her chair/bed, and shes a dumb goof about it sometimes when shes watching me:

(yes, she was awake, and looking at something. not sure what.)

gave a litter of five and kept these two. make sure you spay/neuter your kitties!! we did to cola shortly after. the couple live at the old house now so i cant visit them anymore, but according to the new couple that lives there (related to landlord), theyre still super friendly and doing good.

im pretty sure i posted these two when they were little kittens on my twitter, and this is them as babies! bean on the bottom being squished by chippy on top.

befriending a stray a year ago (chicken nugget, nugnug for short) turned into him finding a girl (coca cola), and her getting pregnant...

on a random note, after my family finished moving, i got to move my kitties to my new place too!! finally could afford the absurdly high deposit the apartment wanted.

my girls, bean (left) and chippy (right), who are sisters!! theyre both now 1yr old.

wondrous! the blossom has emerged!

i will also start dumping projects ive completed behind the scenes within the past year or two that most people have not seen yet, as a way to give my account a refresher and to be able to spread around my commissions. so im excited to show that too!!

whew okay, just finished updating my personal site from old php stuff to a very neat, clean, and organized normal html for github. and for revamping

thankfully i already know what stuff i wanna redo into something better, so it shouldnt be long. YAY! so excited to start commissions again fr!!

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YYA HAPY BIRTHDAYY