lumina | MDNI!

mm but im also like that. out of sight, out of mind. i don’t see my best friends for months and then we jump back in like nothing happened? so maybe it’s that

like i feel so… off bc i used to spend a lot of my time w him. but he did also hurt me so like. ?

but this is your account, and people who want to leave because you’re you weren’t good friends to begin with!

i also broke up with, now, ex bf and it feels so odd. i feel so odd after 2 years

ordered a 3 day juice cleanse

i forgot how much i love marvel… so low energy bc period so im in my bed binging on movies

i also limited my binges to omad so like ??? eh???

also my scale broke so idk my weight anymore! hands got bonier and my collarbone is finally peeking through again

like who am i (stares at a pizza box on the kitchen counter)

binged the last three days because i didnt have normal food in like a month and a half due to my surgery AND ibs

im so HUNGRY </3

AA im giggling

here i only have sky high but those two give u volume curl and some bulk TRUST ME the best combo

(Sky high by maybelline + lash telescopic from loreal. TRUST!)

AAAA TYSM !!

thankfully bf doesnt sleep much and usually sleeps while im in class… so like. i have him most of the day. except for weekends. weekends are HECTIC

i am squishing ur cheeks? SO CUTE !

i eat away my sadness so restricting during this time is TRYINGGGG but like. doing omads now so ???

me 😭😭 im back on nic but FOUR MONTHS OF RESTRICTING WILL RESULT IN WEIGHT LOSS !!!

ik ik 😭 thankfully he has some freedom because hes a Big Man At Work so he made his working schedule so it happens while im sleeping and we can spend time yapping 😭

i quit nic for like 4 months. i can restrict that LONG !!!

like. the worst thing is the timezones. we are 9 hours apart ..

but thank u sm <33

we are part time long distance and have been together but seeing him for two months straight and then it suddenly stops makes me want to sob

him being my favorite person too like. can i just crawl in his ribcage and hug his heart

btw bf and i are long distance now so im DEPRESSED as FUCKK

why did i say virtually instead of literally? i guess we’ll never know!

i have to lose 3 kgs until saturday. no eating it is ! i have virtually no food in my apartment 😭

i’m only seeing this now — thank you sm ! <3

also went on a little trip over the weekend and had the best food ever :(