Happy 9th Anniversary to my Wife~
Maybe I gotta become a social how or something again on xiv
when tempted especially when remembering the good times because those for sure aren't nothing and gonna magically not exist. Remember the reasons behind the split and try to remember if it was something simple or could have been fixed then it wouldn't have happened most likely or the like
I think I might isolate and poof for a while
bleh it would be this week that the dark thoughts are just coming in. never fails.
raiding times
Its still beeping...
This year refuse to give me a break, first lose job I was assured I'd be kept on for Jan and now Feb is a shit ton of flooding from some shit upstairs.
I cant breathe fully as I try to stop an attack from happening
third
all I can do is just say sorry if I'm barely existent or just too dark or anything
might just be a ramble, but I exist. the heart and soul are in deep darkness but I am here. one of things got increased so here's hoping it helps, but I just been really down and hard to push the will t o live but thankfully it'll never actually flicker out due to internal thing.
time for bro progging again
a bit down butt reclears into 10S
They were hella jealous of you having a cat and them not being able to have one I bet
twitch.tv/ceruleanxiris
time to bro out and wipe out in 10S again
You got this
Depression has ruined sleep. I cant sleep. Time to try and truck through day and raid...let's get up and hyperspace on fantasy life
love your friends, let your friends love you
I love Franchouchou
I'm so bleh but friend planned this a while back and here we go. Rewatched season 1 and finally 2 before this
I don't play this game anymore and even without the sketch offer. my statement gonna be the same.
BET I GOT YOU. LETS SEE SOME GRIMA
