LittleEgg Vent

Welp any I’m probably going to go cry now. I kinda wish I never made this account cause now no one ever sees my struggles anymore. Genuinely if any oomfs on my main account somehow see advice would be appreciated I’m genuinely lost of what to do anymore.

Now it just feels like I doom scrolling all day on instagram just trying to find a little bit of dopamine to squeeze out. My room is a mess. I’m not taking care of myself at all. This depression is a bitch and i genuinely see no end to it at all. Idk what to do anymore.

I’m tired. I have no motivation or energy to do anything anymore. I feel lost I just don’t want to do anything. I just kinda sit there all day doing nothing. I feel just like I’m losing myself. I just want out of this feeling. I use to feel joy. I use to find joy in my hobbies.

And like that the depression kicked in and now I want to cry. I’m tiered of it all

God I feel pathetic saying this but I just wish I was in a relationship. I’m tired of being single I want to feel love. But like I said I don’t want to force a relationship cause that is how people get hurt 😔

God please don’t get a divorce my mental health could not fucking handle that

God fuck this

Can they stop fucking arguing please

I hate football so much cause then my fucking parents argue cause it gets my dad mad. Fuck this

And my parents are arguing again. Fucking hate football

And now my parents are arguing in the living room fml

I’ll be having a good day then bam the thought of me being alone hits me like a truck and then I want to cry

I hate my life so fucking much right it’s just been bad decision after bad decision. I want to cry I don’t want tomorrow to come

I just asked my mom for a mental health day tomorrow but it’s late rn and I don’t know if she is going to see it in time. So great that’s another thing I’m stress for tomorrow fml

I genuinely might just skip school tomorrow.

Something has to give soon it’s I’m tired of the stress that has been put on my for the last couple of months I want a goddamn break I’m so fucking tiered of all of this. I hate everything I did to lead up to this moment. I have no idea what I’m going to do.

I got to make a functional game in like 10 days I have yet to start cause I just have no motivation for fucking anything right now. I should have started today but I just forgot and I know I won’t have time tomorrow. What have I gotten myself into man I can’t keep doing this shit to myself.

I’m going to see tomorrow if I can convince my parents to allow me to take a mental health day off of school tomorrow. Cause like holy shit do idk I just feel like absolute shit right now. I don’t know what I’m going to do I got so much shit due this month it’s fucking draining.

Also another thing idk why but I wish more people would follow this account but I don’t want advertise it cause that feels weird. But also don’t want to follow some oomfs cause that also feels weird so idk what to do about that

Idk what is wrong with me. I haven’t worked on my game in like 4 months. I’ve just been so out of it with everything lately. Like my school work has been tanking I’ve found less joy I the tings i do. God depression is a fucking bitch.

God I have no idea what the fuck is wrong with me. I’ve just felt so depressed lately. Idk what to do but man am I not happy at all lately

But I don’t want to just blindly go into a relationship with someone. Cause that’s how I end up hurt. So this ain’t an invitation for someone. Idk this is a vent account for a reason and I’m just venting to space and idk maybe I will find someone. Who knows the future is unpredictable.

This is going to be a sad post. But man do I just feel so alone recently. Like I used to say oh I don’t need a romantic relationship. But lately I’ve just have a feeling of longing for one.

Fuck dude my sims won’t work. I know it’s not a great game but the game helps me with gender dyphoria now I really want to cry

Idk what is happening rn but I just want to cry.

Welp made the vent account hopefully I’ll not have to use this a whole bunch.