Deleting my socials off of my phone and going away for a few weeks
Something is very wrong and I need to figure out what it is
Apologies for those of you that I chat with/DM with/whatver that I’ve abandoned or lost touch with or let down over the years
Maybe I’ll be better when I come back
But here I am considering cracking open a C4 and staying up all night to play it despite having to work tomorrow…
I’m very very bad at marathon
Anyway, whatever happens happens. If I’m quieter than usual, I suppose that I’m just taking a break and trying to play some games or read some books 🤷♀️
Posting is easy. You type a thing or share a pic and close your phone and go do… laundry or get back to work or watch a show or read or whatever
I can’t keep track of actual conversations. It’s too much. There’s so many and they’re across so many platforms
Sorry for not being someone that is always engaging in a back and forth via comments/DMs/Discord/whatever
It’s never been something I’ve been able to do. Real life friends or online friends
I don’t understand how people can handle it
Feeling some pretty hefty burnout coming on. Well, I’ve been feeling it, but I’m going to have to acknowledge it. Already been online/posting way less and that’ll probably continue? Who knows. Maybe not. Moods, ya know? They be crazy
Had them all day yesterday and now it’s snowing
😂
I swear sit-ups only keep getting more difficult as time goes on…
I also have been drawn to Marathon from the beginning and I’m usually pretty good at knowing if a game is going to speak to me right from the start. I’ve never had that feeling before and been wrong about it
That said, I still have plenty of time to bounce the fuck off of this game 😂
Well they did it. They made an extraction shooter that I think I’m way into
I’ve never been an online FPS player, I started messing around with Fortnite and then got pretty into Black Ops 6
Then I got tired of both of those games and I guess I had a Marathon sized hole in my gaming… heart?
Well shit
The device. It woooorks
Cannot wait for these storms tonight. Should probably start charging up all my stuff though just in case 🤨
Your country has no tolerance for people with let’s say, bad driving records, even when it’s been 23 years since those events took place
You’ll have to sneak me into the country in a shipping crate or something. I’m banned 😑
I’m already playing Esoteric Ebb, Pentiment, and just resubbed to ESO
I’ve been eyeing Marathon for months and goddam it
No. I can’t take any more on.
Right?
I need a week off to do absolutely nothing
Well we have booger the burger so we needed snotdogg the hot dog
Snotdogg and Squidge make excellent neck pillows for cuddling with while I read
Gonna probably hope over to that series next
3 down 1 to go
Also, damn that new cover art. Now I want to go and rebuy 1-3 so everything matches
Also, also, I’m too stupid for these books but I’m enjoying them anyway
I gotta start reading stuff first haha
It’s very odd to be only just now discovering books and reading and libraries at the age of 41
Like, I just got a library card online for my local library at 11:50pm and now I have access to just like, whatever books and audiobooks I want for free? Right on my phone? Whenever I want? Fuckin what?
Though Tuesday and Wednesday are looking like some real nice “book by the window” days as well 🤔
I think I’m going to call in to work tomorrow so I can read books and enjoy sunshine
We can’t take on anymore. My love and attention can only be spread so thin
We have a new family member! We had booger the burger and now we have snotdogg the hot dog
Longboi is excited
It’s not technically ready yet. It’ll mellow and do its thing some more while in the bottle over the next weeks and months, but yes. Right now it’s already really good and I’m looking forward to seeing how it evolves
