josie✨

Yeah I feel like I missed the prime time of mid 20s to completely shave my head. Like I still *want* to because of the heat but I feel like I couldn't pull it off as well anymore.

I want to grow it long.. but like as soon as it's over 25.. naaaah.

trying to figure out which cold medicine is most goated to make me feel human enough to just chill

days like today are days I want to chop allllll my hair off

“who hurt you?” MYSELF BRO. MY BRAIN IS FUCKING MEAN

y'all if I have covid I'm gonna riot

but no.. instead I talked about my air conditioner and my skin care journey mainly.

Too many times it's all "if I just fix all of these things about me, life would be easier" or "I have these 5000 things to do and if I just did them I'd be a better person"

Yesterday my journal entry wasn't just an extended to-do list or things I need to work on. It was just mindless yapping like a journal should be. It was nice.

happy to report that I only took one vyvanse. I would be super Mario star mode right now if I had taken two and I am unfortunately not.

I took it.
We will find out in a little bit if I took one or two 🙏✨

hmmmm 90% chance I didn't take my Vyvanse.. but I honestly can't remember.. do I
A) risk double dosing.. I've done it before. It's sucks but I manage..
B) take a pill with me to the barn and take it in an hour if I don't feel it kicking in..

what if I started taking allergy pills again so I could feel like a real person and not be allergic to life all the time?
I ran out like a month or so ago and have been too stubborn to buy more. Like what if I can out stubborn my allergies and they just go away.

hell yes wax cake

950 days soooober
what y'all doing for me in 50 days?

I regularly get 20k steps and now when I don't I'm bummed. Like girl it's okay to just chill.

thank god the rice cooker just finished because I got way too worried it would burn down my house if I left before it finished.
i love anxiety 💖

Josie wearing an emerald green crochet top.

Just finished crocheting this top. Pattern by www.daisyanddime.com

Josie holding 3 pizza boxes from grizzly flatbread

happy pizza friday to all those who celebrate

grizzly flatbread in ladner is the absolute goat

I love being locked in to a crochet project because I really do stop doom scrolling

anyone who says horseback riding is easy can literally suck my ass

I also love how my brain is like "BUT DID YOU TAKE UR MEDS" while I can literally feel the Vyvanse stuck in my throat

my hair is finally long enough to have a cunty ponytail

I can't be perfect y'all

I started listening to a girlboss podcast tho

Okay I think my hyper fixation crush is over.

Home sense was the goat last year for day planners, so I guess I'll just haaaave to swing by there weekly until I find what I want.

I need to start looking for a new day planner. All day planners start in August now which I get for school purposes, but they still end in December. So like I have to tear aug-dec of that year because I'm still using my previous one. Anyways I'm on the hunt for something wildly specific.

Josie decked out in black rain gear standing in a field with many puddles about.

a pnw girlie absolutely in her element.
I may be a sun baby, but rain is my baby.