Savine

Accidentally opened Vent coz this shit's too heavy rn and oh, yeah, nvm.

And yes, I haven't uninstalled it yet.

Damn. I'm on a loosing side. Lol. What a shame, is all.

Cons:
1. Well, my hearts broken, with the level of stress I'm planning ahead to dodge the feeling will likely get me an Alzheimer at an early age.
2. The fucking and the cuddles, gone.

Pros and cons if my heart gets shattered again:

Pros:
1. I can save more again (no dates and plane tickets, lol).
2. Gonna feel so damn empowered ulit. Strong independent girly.
3. Focus on work
4. Who knows, i may start reviewing for the board just to kms with exhaustion.

Is it all too fast? Am I too naive? What a shame then.

Is it so wrong that I fell in love with someone again?

I'm so in love.

The silence is deafening.

do you know when you find a new song and for the first 3-5 listens it's like yeah okay this is okay and then upon the 6th listen you're like OH SHIT OH NO OH BUDDY THIS IS THE SHIT!!!!!!!!

Deep down I know in myself that I should do more, never be contented and always go higher.

It should be a neverending progress.

But, I just had this break. Come on. I deserve this rest.

However, god damn. Am I really gonna waste my time resting?

I'm feeling guilty for slacking. I know that this is an opportunity for me to push through with my goals. But then, there's this thought na, "what am I doing it for? If it's for the money, i think I can still get it without the license".

I'm conflicted.

Feeling everything and nothing at the same time.

From 3km yesterday, I said I gotta do better today. ^⁠_⁠^

It's calm before the storm at work.

"i wouldn't wish ____ on my worst enemy"

not me... i "be" wishing it

Giiirrrrllll LMAO 😆

It's hard to be an atheist in this Christian country no?

Ahhhhh. I'm just thinking that well, at least I'm not in a Muslim country. Lol.

I just wanna be somebody to someone.

Big decisions. Life changing decisions.

Can I really do this? Yes. You will do this. You have to.

Thankful for the experience but hell no, I don't wanna go back.

What a transition.

Ain't it nice?

Sana hindi na lumala panorth mo. Huhuhu pero cute ka padin kahit ganun. 😅

It's cool how we ended things naman. Kung di ko lang need nag "move on", di ko sya dapat i b block. Anyway, ang cute lang kase yun lang yata yung genuine kong naka chat. Dun ko pa na experience yung "ay ganto pala dapat standard sa date". Ingat ka lagi, M. ☺️

I can't get the smile off my face. On my way magbabantay ng FX to Ayala, may bumaba ng ejeep. Sabi ko wtf ang familiar ng built. 90% sure ako ex situationship ko yun hahahha too malayo na sya para tawagin eh. 😆

Super anxious. Kinakabahan ako.

Ahhhh miss vent. I can safely vent my sexual frustrations there. Lol

Well, atm dating myself hahaha but at the same time applying for possible jobs. Goddd Accounting Associate for hire in hereee! 😆

With full accounting cycle experience na yan hahaha.

Look at me. Look at me.

I could not care less.