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Trying (and failing) to take some sneaky lewds at work 😔

If you go in the their tag, out of the 46 fics on AO3, only 18 of them are actually focused on ruiri 🙃

bart simpson is sitting at a desk in a room while a man in a hat opens a door ALT: bart simpson is sitting at a desk in a room while a man in a hat opens a door

When the rufus/elena tag get updated on Ao3 but it's another poly turks fic once again

what's frustrating w/ all the bsky censorship bs is that creatives ppl don't need to have traumas to be allowed to explore or represent dubcon/sa fictionnal scenarios.
& victims shouldn't feel forced to expose traumatic events that happened to them as a way to beg to keep their creative freedom

everytime i see the l*ve & d*epspace trailers or cinematic, it makes me wish they hired one of those sfm artists out there who are crazy good at animating interactions & fucking so the smut scenes look more natural

- perform. (Which imo when she gets off the least bcos of the anxiety of making sure her partner is sexually pleased as another way of validation) & have someone taking care of her bcos they just want to be with her is as satisfying as her topping Rufus imo.

I think ppl also understimate how Elena may want to be on the receiving end of things from time to time after spending most of her life actively fighting to get those things. She wants recognition to get praise, she want to relax & have vacations.
Her getting fucked w/o feeling she needs to-

service top? power bottom? bratty bottom? pillow princess? what are those, i wonder

"lovely art but Rufus is not a top, she should be pegg-...."

Let me introduce you the concept of switching 🫱

This is unrelated to anything but I really really really like drawing peach fuzz.

You backlight it and people become glowy and awesome. :O

fighting my frustration w/ socmed fucking up things with their censorship bcos of fucking countries deciding to go backward & fascist by drawing Elena getting spitroasted by the remnants 😔

Like remember, marital rape was & is even still considered legal (in france, refusing to have sex with your spouse is still ground for divorce for example) while consensual gay sex wasn't until not long ago

also i think ppl understimate how it might also affect art that depict queer expressions as well bcos it's so easy for some states or countries to decide that there's only right way to get consent & it's by having cis straight yt sex.

I guess I can't even publish my ruiri comic here knowing there's depiction of sexual abuse & y'know, the Turks & Rufus & many other characters being dangerous abusers as well since they manipulate, gaslight & kill people in it

sometime i wonder if ppl who advocate for that kind of censorship are aware that at points the faces or the kinks look like it could not be not consensual bcos that's the whole point?
Also how stories that depict a character being abused or trying to heal of their abuse could get censored as well?

here we go again...

Thinking about Rufus & Elena creaming each other's holes on this fine friday

Relaxing after a long shift 🫠💙

I hope i'll manage to improve it so you can chomp even harder ❤️

True. But just less harder😅

I really need to replace all the material that i use for digital art asap bcos it's not the first time i've been losing files like this, commissions included.

restarting that page all over again😔
I'm annoyed bcos it looked better in the file that dissapeared

#shinrafuckers #rufusshinra #elena

The world is really stopping me from sharing the sight of Rufus' hole being stretched by the prettiest strap-on 😔

Spend hours sketching Rufus getting pegged to have then the memory of my computer fucking up & the piece didn't get saved anywhere despite my best efforts 🫠

Spent the whole evening updating csp to 4.1 bcos the last update is lit saving my life ( still haven't switched brush for a month) & all i could think about is Elena pegging Rufus for some reason

funnily enough beside ruiri being my otp, i like the idea of Elena getting fucked by the whole world except for her peers & avalanche lmao (maybe the galian beast might get a pass)

I think she would be a fun hentai protagonist whether if it's for normal, comedic or dark content

The manic energy I had last year when drawing Elena getting ployed by Loz... I need it back

Like he's pinning her against a pillar or his desk while he still has blood on his face & the body is just right there bcos they are so angry at themselves, anxious & frustrated.

Maybe there's something to think about... like adding nipple piercings.
I also have in mind post-rebirth stuff where they have some sort of vent fucking session in the office right after their failure at the temple & Rufus killed Glenniroth.