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Lightchain formed as a Ghost.

Lightchain formed as a Pumpkin.

Hopefully this is enough for Kids to notice. #Halloween

*not my job, when I feel not good.

Beside that is a different thing. :)

It's not helpful for me, when someone says the former to my face. I know it's meant kindly and I always say thank you... The truth is, it makes me feel even worse because it reminds me that my way of thinking is awful. It shouldn't be my job to cheer others up. But that's exactly what happens then.

I really wish people would react differently when they realize someone has thoughts that others find frightening, instead of always imposing their own point of view. It's no wonder we don't want to talk to anyone.

"Don't say things like that.", "Don't be so mean to yourself.", "You are worth something.", "You are valuable to me." "Stop thinking so bad about yourself." vs. "Don't try to force yourself. You're breathing, and that's enough for now.", "It's okay that you're not feeling well.", "I understand you."

It's the same every year. The stress of the opening show disappears, and I'm no longer good for anything. *waver around* 😵‍💫

Smiley throwing a desk, since Results couldn't be find. Screenshot from BSKY. :)

Hahaha. I love Bsky. 🤣

MEX Openingshow. Feedback is welcome. 🥰♥️
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OpeningShow Trailer: vm.tiktok.com/ZNdvT9VxN/

Technically, the main stage is generally very weak this year. Like last year, there are only two or three bright spots, and there are unnecessarily long breaks between acts. 😒

"As every year, we'll start with the singers at 4 p.m. It's enough if you arrive by 5 p.m."
The singers: *aren't there at 4 p.m.*

😒

Reunion Cover

#Reunion is such a beautiful story
🥺 Abaolutely recommend to read it.
It really remembered me of my grandpa and I had to cry a lot..😭♥️

Sunny June goes to Conor, who is his personal comfort character anyway. His cozy study room is like a safe hideout. It can keep the outer and inner storm away from Sunny June's mind enough to be able to discuss difficult topics with someone he trusts, even in times when he is tired and exhausted.

Komme eine Stunde zu spät zur Arbeit wegen dem Verkehrschaos in Berlin. Ich weiß nicht, was die aktuell in der Planung treiben, aber es sind zu viele Baustellen auf den öffentlichen Verkehrsmitteln. Plus die notorische Verspätung der BVG oder S Bahn, die auch nicht besser wird. 😐

Seit 8 Minuten steht in 2 Minuten dran. 🙄
Etwas, dass ich an den modernen Anzeigetafeln wirklich nicht leiden kann. BVG hat~ die Möglichkeit einzublenden, wieso deren Bus nicht kommt, entscheidet sich aber immer noch dagegen und lässt die Anzeige halt einfach stehen. 🙄

Stupid Bug.

This Bug is so annoying... whenever it appears, I can't do a single fight in the game. Since the last Update. This happens all every third day. 🙄
Not even a new install of the game helps. I've waited once and hour and nothing had happen. 🙄
#SoloLevelingArise

Goodies

Last Event Day (recently) from the #GenshinImpact #HoYoVerseCafe, when I got there with a friend. (I visited the event 4 or 5 times. ♥️)

Lights on the duck house

Lights on trees

Chinese Garden

Light on Bambus

Recently from the Chinese Mid-Autumn (Moon) Festival in the Gardens of the World.
#Mondfest #Zhongqiūjié #YuebingJie

And precisely because this is all based on lies about her ex-relationship, it's also damaging to the feminist movement on social media once again. This is, excuse my language, really shitty.

The statement about Georgia Cavallo's behavior is really upsetting me. I've always seen her videos as support for people who forget that their feelings are important too & that they should put more value on themselves. The fact that it was all manipulated & based on lies is very disappointing to me.

Thank you for your kind words. 🥺

Das neue Gameplay-Modul „Miliastra Wonderland“ von Genshin Impact wird bald verfügbar sein! Komm und schließ dich meiner Truppe an! Nimm an der Aktion teil und erhalte Urgestein und Outfits für Mannekins! Einladungscode: GC5HMQN7HN
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I'll try to redo the colors online. We'll see how it turns out then. :(

Mr. Compress & a friend

That said: I am sad about the outcome of this picture for an important friend.
It was supposed to be "powerful." Now it's fluff. The color has streaks, even though applied protective layer, shadows & lighting poorly positioned, his face squashed, his anatomy wrong, his hair a disaster, etc. 😭💔

Normalize disliking something you made, without feeling bad about kt, bcs others tell you, that you did well. 😓 It's okay to hate something you made with your own hands. Don't feel bad about it. As long, as you don't hate everything you make. 🐁♥️

Ich muss endlich mal meine Kürbissuppe machen.. Wenn ihr tbh einen Arzt in Berlin kennt, der sich mit ADHS beschäftigt und freie Plätze hat: TELL ME. 🥲☝🏼

Who's gonna be on MEX'25?
#MEXBerlin

Tomorrow Office, since my colleague is in HO. Don't wanna. 🥲

Then there's the constant pressure because of massive customer complaints + colleagues who keep saying they'll probably quit soon if things don't improve – while real relief is still weeks/months away because they can't even attract new applicants... and even if, training takes this much time. 🥲

Reason 1: Since the summer, I've barely been doing what I'm supposed to be doing, and I'm constantly on the phone. It's just destroying me... For the past few weeks, the daily workload at work has been at 120%... and that's only because the staffing levels were poorly planned, which is Reason 2.