HELL WIZARD

write, wait, yearn. glisten like the moon on water, wavering, shimmering

and if we just stayed friends, that would be okay too. I just don’t want to lose you. I don’t know what to do

I don’t sleep anymore

I would hold your hand too

I feel this especially deeply right now recovering from a mental relapse

I don’t want you to make me better. I want to know you’ll hold my hand when I’m in my grave

allow me to lay down my sorrows

I cannot shut this window

you know my shit be weary

keep our eyes off each other

heart hurts

giving myself terrors and anxieties as a bit

going out each night to light the signal fire

i dont know why i like Poppy when i dont like metal that sounds like this much at all. shes just super charismatic as a vocalist

can’t wait to write more about psychosis

howl at the moon

heartache means you love them

it feels very bad

easy way to go back to bed if you wanted

I’m dealing with the same tonight

I would rate my mental wellness at about a 4, out of 100

no one accuses me of being a chaos bisexual. I’m substantially less sane than that would imply and everyone knows it

i think if you jerked off beetlejuice a bunch of worms and bugs would come out of his penis. just contributing to the general tenor of the website right now

I could become a Cathar so easily

going super sane after watching my best friend get exploded. ascending to a sanity beyond sanity, or super sanity 3, in order to whoop on a short pink dude in basketball shorts

my operating assumption, which is VERY mentally healthy, is that everyone hates me and in secret discusses why I am evil and undeserving of love. again, this is extremely healthy of me, ultra healthy in fact

oh shit. oh fuck

that’s me

fun fact: he predates Swamp Thing by like one month. it’s super crazy to me how they were parallel developments without influencing each other

heart ache hitting real bad tonight