That's okay self. You dont need to win everyday.
Noted βΊοΈ
Any leo friends moots out here?
It's always pokemon that saves me from falling to the deepest darkest recesses of my mentalscape.
Thanks beb. Dito talaga ako naglalabas ng body dysmorphia kineso ko hahahahuhu
Im really supposed to let things flow as they are during this deload week but man, here i am at 3am HATING ON MY BODY.
Ex found my twt account. My twt world just got smaller ig lol
fck it π₯
Hahaha ako naman kasi "fleeting" lang ako talaga unless im deeply passionate about it too. Pag ganon, mabilis ko mafeel na im entrapped lol mabilis matrigger fight or flight ko lol
I remember someone going full on geek mode on me and i got so overwhelmed i left him on read.
I felt so bad but also i couldnt muster myself to continue reading his chats.
Like it was nice to know about his hobby and all that but i wasn't expecting a full-on tour π
The one time i wanna get clout, i fail lol. No bec i worked on my body for a whole year lol i really wanted to wow ppl lol fuck that app's algorithm
Ppl at the gym - (just) the casual goers. Imma get up, order a whole damn pizza and gobble it down in one sitting rn!
Oh ppl dont like me lean flfkfjfj
Crying bec ive been feeling really really lonely here at home. And im sick. I know ill be alright but i just wanna let myself cry it all out.
Oomfie getting too comfortable being malibog on my dms. Hay i dont even have the mental energy for a confrontation ugh.
Thanks bestie :3
Self managing my separation anxiety disorder is so diff, esp now that i cant afford therapy for the time being.
WAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA AND IMAGINE IF IT WAS A CHARIZARD X TOO LOL
Yep. Welcome to my world lol
Some ppl wont understand that gymrats like me suffer from body dysmorphia almost 24/7
I laid down in bed around 11pm. BD hits hard, i get up, face the mirror, flex and body check and take 100+ pictures for roughly 3hrs to just feel okay about myself.
or maybe tumatanda na lang ako
im this close to deleting all my socmeds except tiktok and yt. gets ko na. everything becomes toooooo noisy at some point.
Omg delulu
Erbog na erbog na naman ako wtf
The last time i felt an unreasonable hunch abt something, took fate 3yrs to let me know i was right.
Tonight, i felt another one. Im marking this day.
Lol sorry cant post that on my mains lol
Im sorry but i wanna be dicked down so bad. Like legs raised, dick fully ramming in me like i got the last bussy in town.
Probably just my social anxiety
Really never felt safe sa greenfield