waves
what if i gave up on recovery entirely and relapsed haha
despite everything i do you still say that i hate you and it pisses me off cause it works more and more as the days pass. so be it, since you don't want to be helped
you wont listen to me again
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talk to me talk to me talk to me talk to me talk to me talk to me talk to me talk to me talk to me talk to me talk to me talk to me talk to me talk to me talk to me talk to me talk to me talk to me talk to me talk to me talk to me talk to me talk to me talk to me talk to me talk to me talk to me
grief returning on a (supposedly) fun sunday. whatever
i have about. 3 ppl i know that have committed su cide and it fucks me up everytime i remember bc i tried my best to provide comfort. i've failed everytime. i feel like i've left them behind whenever i remember that i have recovered.
i really need to see some blood rn
the urge to punch at anything until my knuckles bleed
okay. god im gonna throw up pls dont see me any differently after this
shes the reason i hate d4nt/oru β£
thats too much of a lore drop here but just remembering her makes me panic so muxh god
I DIDNT KNOW SHE WAS ONE UNTIL WE STARTED DATING BTW
how the fuck do i even explain i had dated a pr*sh/ipper and she constantly sent me n$/fw but my ass was too attached so i just played along
it doesn't count as a rel*pse right
patching myself up w bandages after causing myself to bl33d all over my arms
part of my irl name. li/y*h is still also my nickname irl and part of my real name
hehe i made a new name here (its my irl name) call me hana guys
i won't be liked by everyone and i should be okay with that so why do i keep scratching myself
i still dont have a name here
sure ^^
me
being born into a fa/mily where everyone was mostly absent emotionally rlly fucked over my relationships huh
challenge how long will it take for ppl to notice
my dpr1v definitely has.. a lot of stuff on it. sometimes i refuse to open up that acc
ohh hold on i just realised i forgot to tell u guys smth. im hyp3r/s3xual, i just dont talk abt it on this app bc everything is public
can my mo/ther shut up and quit whining
Your first like! SHUTUPPPP
fuck fhat who wants me tr4umadumping
