wanting to relate to others might tie into it too? I'm very unsure 😔
i know this image in my head absolutely isn't accurate to all or most cases, but it's hard to condition oneself out of strange, pervasive ideas like this. I don't even know where it came from to try and dismantle it from its root.
By comparison, my own personal narrative feels blurry and inconclusive. I don't know what went wrong where, or if I'm just overreacting, or if what happened to me really was "that bad," and i feel like if it had just been more obviously Worse, then everything would be clearer or easier.
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i feel like... i desire closure. similar to what jisc1 said in its reply, there is an image in my head of a victim who has come to terms with their past traumas and has been able to reorient their sense of self, despite, or even in relation to, their past pain.
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NO NO NO YOU DON’T
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Kitty Cat Fix Up Method
look at this
tech CEO in 2026: My computer has anxiety.
venture capitalist in 2026: Here, have 200 billion more dollars.
child in 2006: My NeoPet is angry at me.
mom in 2006: No it isn't sweetie, go to bed.
mom to dad in 2006: We have an idiot boy. Our boy is a little idiot person. It's too late to fix him.
may all your weeds be wildflowers
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locking in for my yearly rewatch of goncharov
Videogame npc dialogue: I want a notch in my ear like that cat has...
...I have to undergo surgery to get it? It can't be that bad.
love is in the air? WRONG. x ray blast 🩻
hope pilled beauty maxxing
sometimes i think about all of the delicate factors that go into things like our planet having eclipses of the sun and moon and i feel so very blessed to live in a world where that stuff happens. like how lucky it is that the perspective between our moon and our star lines up just so
idk. just the stuff that you dont realize is differences of perspective till you hear it from someone with different experiences than you. like yes i love that shit, but also i barely think about it, bc to me its somewhat expected, just like any other instrument may or may not appear in any song
and obviously the bullshit isnt always just "random." songs that are About computer-y things (as vocal synth tends to return to often by nature of the medium) then shit like telephone tones and mechanical alarms serves to further the narrative of the song in the musical arrange. but even then
i like it a lot, plays a lot into my enjoyment of what i personally call "adhd music" but might as well be called "overstimulation music, but just a step down from pure breakcore." it gives the music a cool texture and diversifies the sound scape
*when i say "especially siinamota and sasakureuk" i mean that those are artists that i Especially listened to and therefore they Especially probably desensitized me to it, not that theyre the only/main ones doing "random bullshit go" sampling/sfx
things like telephone rings, alarm blares, shit that reminds me of dial up tones, cartoon sfx, custom created/highly modified synth/glitch tones, animal noises... specifically thought about this in relation to sasakureuk bc that was what the reactionguy was reacting to but it happens a lot dosent it
regrettably falling into rabbit hole of music reaction youtube channels on my work laptop youtube background noise recommendations, but its making me realize how much ive been desensitized to "random bullshit go" sampling/sfx in music from listening to vocaloid (especially siinamota & sasakureuk)
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not queer bait if it canon go my nonbinesy
i havent opened this site in a week i am a turorial enemy and I drop 1x fur
Malmo snow shenanigans from last week.
Last time I saw fresh snow it was like...2008.. so we were both extremely happy :D FRESHLY FALLEN SNOW WTF
feeling not great i miss everyone
i will prorect you
go off