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I think first up might be a bad movie night. We had so many bad movies on our list to watch. Tubi was our jam.

Woke up crying. How am I supposed to cope when even sleep isn’t safe?

It’s almost time for fish doorbell, and really, that’s 3rd to FAT BEAR WEEK, and the mullet championships, and I’m sad Johnny isn’t here to enjoy it.

Could use a little more help. I get paid on Thursday, but I won’t actually catch up until next Thursday. I'm willing to pay anyone back, I just am struggling since I missed filing last week and that automatically puts me behind two weeks. Thanks.

Unexpected grief issue. Sitting at my computer makes me want to vomit.

You can’t tell, but this is about 8-10 inches of hair.

Awake now after a pretty gruesome nightmare. Being awake is just a different nightmare.

Johnny died too soon. HE NEEDED THIS MOMENT

A handful of 6+ inches of pink and purple hair

Yes, I’m doing the grief haircut. You know why? Because when I can barely take care my myself thick wavy waist length hair is just too much to wash and dry.

A tweet by @monicabyrne13 Reminder: abusers are just as good at grooming allies as they are at grooming victims.

👏 👇

And the nightmares have begun.

Johnny and me sitting on the steps of a cabin

It’s ridiculous how much we looked like we belonged together.

In short, I appreciate you.

Thank you. I think part of the reason grieving parents always understand the most is because you know it's not simply grieving what was. It’s also grieving everything that was yet to be. You fundamentally understand how grief is both so similar and so different and it takes away a lot of the stigma.

I am in love with 13 😭😭😭😭

A worthy playlist is going to be HARD though.

In honor of Johnny, @scatterbrains.bsky.social I think I'm going to try to host a virtual Friday night dance party in the coming weeks. One of our favorite things to do was he would just pick songs and we would dance like we were at the club. I feel like it's a good, fitting tribute.

I hate waking up every day and having my first thought be that he’s gone.

@nataliereed84.bsky.social hey there. I just wanted to make sure you had heard the news.

Erika Kirk

Kai Winn

Erika Kirk

Kai Winn

The genius of Louise Fletcher's portrayal of Kai Winn is how skillfully she did Erika Kirk face.

Me: tried to get some chocolate, ordered two different kinds.

Is getting NEITHER of them. The shopper didnt even tell me until after she left the fucking store. GODDAMN IT

I will. I’m trying to compile all the things people say about him to give back to them. They should know how much he changed the world.

He tried to hide it. He always thought it would be easier if people didn’t worry about him before he died.

They are not having a service and have declined any help, but if they let me know if any needs, I will pass on the information.

You’re thinking of John Mahoney. Johnny Maloney was from Blistered Thumbs. a writer. Word Funk. Dice Funk

Brief critical illness. Doctors were unable to help him.

@jimbevan85.bsky.social hi. I just wanted to make sure you heard the news.

a man in a suit and tie is talking on a cell phone and says diane 11:30 am february 24th Alt: a man in a suit and tie is talking on a cell phone and says diane 11:30 am february 24th, entering the town of Twin Peaks

It’s Twin Peaks Day.

Thank you for giving me that.

His brother is going to check his computer eventually for our Stardew Valley farm save file, so hopefully he can find it.

@scatterbrains.bsky.social you would be so excited about Normal. Bob Odenkirk is the man.

He liked the Colonel’s Bequest more than The Dagger of Amon Ra.

He was often wrong 😂 but I’ll miss that about him.