Shoegazing Ghost

These Trapt video scripting sessions have led me to dark places

For anyone that cares ive been sober for about 3 and a half weeks, and even though ive been tempted all weekend, i haven't caved. And believe me, life has really been testing me the last 3 days.

Maybe one day we'll write a second song 😆

My next non-existent band name:
Rather Rotund

"Hello everyone im rather rotund, and we are Rather Rotund"

Well, I got down on my knees (got down on my knees)
And I pretend to pray (I pretend to pray)
You know the preacher is so bold (preacher is so bold)
He knows I am quite gay (knows am quite gay)
California Semen (California Semen)
-the Daddies and the Baddies

So, I've been writing and revising a script i meant to start almost 2 years ago, for the last 3 hours, and im afraid to stop lest I lose my momentum

"Its okay to leave a hotdog in a car"
-John Q Beatle

I know no one cares, but I attended my first AA meeting today

I will say this: In the wake of all the footage and photos out of Gaza, it's important to remember not all israeli citizens support the ongoing genocide of the Palestinian people. Jewish people, let alone israeli people, are not a monolith. Many are just as ashamed as us US citizens are of our gov't

hope

Feeling terribly uninspired, but wanting to work on some music :/

The rapture happened. Looks like no one is worthy, eh?

I swear, the Hard Times never misses

'I was praying that it was an immigrant': Utah Gov faces heat over Charlie Kirk shooter remark "For 33 hours, I was praying that if this had to happen here that it wouldn't be one of us - that somebody drove from another state, somebody came from another country... Sadly, that prayer was not answered the way I hoped for," Cox said.

Sorry. Turns out, nobody's as psychotic and violent as our own people.

Charlie's quest to say the N word publicly has failed

All jokes aside, when you advocate for a more violent world, you shouldn't be surprised when you find yourself in a more violent world.

Seriously though, everybody was expecting the announcement that Trump had died, then Charlie Kirks neck fucking explodes, that's nuts!

He'd have been okay with any of us being shot, so I guess him biting it doesn't really bother me.

Let's be honest though. Im sure he'd gladly stand for Americans rights to bear arms if he was still here right? He wouldn't have changed his tune if he'd have survived right? Surely he wouldn't be a hypocrite or anything. Here's to you Chuck, I know you're looking up at us from hell.

I want out of this place. I'm tired of struggling, I'm tired of being 50 miles from civilization, and I'm tired of not being able to be myself. I'm sick of not only this country, but this fucking bullshit ass state! I cannot keep doing this!

Looks like im in the market for a car, which i really cant afford right now :/

A song i wrote from 2016. I haven't played it pretty much at all since then until today

Yep... :/

True although it came from her mom before her