i just want to finish this stupid fucking project it's almost all there but i can't get the last bits finished and it's been like a month and a half i hate myself
god i hate how just deeply bad and uncreative i've felt recently trying to write stuff, i am just making zero progress and hate everything
robot girl who can't join your threesome because she's worried about race conditions
a good 40% of my interest in writing mechsploitation is getting the excuse to invent a new and exciting types of Catherine Halsey
I do not really have a justification for Keyes but I'm kinda named after her and therefore she is
Catherine Halsey sucks and that's why I like her so much
Cortana is not a Halimede type imo, because Halimede types are kiiiinda pathetic as a defining quality and Cortana is anything but
Chief, Arbiter, Miranda Keyes, and Halsey are all trans women, Sergeant Johnson has grungler vibes, and Cortana is a chaser
literally like only trans women will look at boromir and think "estrogen could have saved her"
and they're right, too!!
it's like the average bad transfem headcanon is "ough the more feminine one in the yaoi ship I like is a girl" while tgirls transfem headcanons will be some shit like "if you read the books it could not be more obvious that Master Chief is a transfemine character. and that's why she's so cool"
tgirls are claiming characters who experience The Horrors or who just very obviously have the dead inside feeling of someone pretransition where it feels like every one of these I see from anybody else is like "well he's kinda fruity that's basically what you are right"
thinking about how there's such an astronomical difference between trans women's "xyz ostensibly male character is a trans woman" headcanons and everyone else's
EXTREMELY. having people occasionally comment on my stuff is both a generally nice and unexpected mood boost and also hugely motivating to keep trying
I really need to get better at doing the same, ngl
It's hard to put into words how much of a difference you can make to someone's day simply by reading a story they wrote, sharing it, and telling them that you liked it. Not only is the reading itself a worthwhile pleasure, it's also just a wonderful gift. It's so worth doing
"living weapon" is a deeply transfeminized position and that's why the concept resonates so much I think
I've been saying!!
there's this interesting nascent growing underlying trope to various contemp. stories about "women who are drafted as soldiers/weapons of the state" and it's smth like "what if fighting in a war did not guarantee you access to citizenship/patriarchal manhood as it did traditionally, but
...yeah
in
my osty #myosty
BEEP!!
HI HANNAH
tgirl far side:
*woman in middle distance juggling on a unicycle in clown makeup*
two girls talking in the foreground
caption:
“Her doctor finally prescribed her pro-Jester-one”
looks at you like this
piss man i am going to . kill you.
yeah..
"wow you picked mostly humans, you must be a lucky guesser" what if I shredded you like a shit cheese
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