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I hope it can help, but when i figured out I was trans, starting to call it my girlcock, girldick, etc,did start to help. The other thing was working with my therapist on realizing the normality of it.

Im rooting for you Vee. It takes time. Be kind to yourself. 🫂

I *still* want to hurt myself or almost tear off my girlcock after masturbating. Even though i worked on trying to be more accepting of masturbation and my self...

That internalized shame, guilt, disgust... is so deep...

Be kind to yourselves everyone...

I hope my partners like playing with my nipples... 😏

I promise im still going to be active on this alt, ive just been recovering from life and health stuff.

Im still gonna be horny~<3
Thanks for your patience cuties~

Let me see if i can word this right im still learning how to express my sexual desires:

You know what would fix me? Being able to give oral to someone with a vagina till they orgasm. Or being face-sat. I want to taste them. So bad.
I want to serve them.
I want to please them.
🥺

Was flashbanged (i think thats the phrase) by full elf boobs in an anime i thought was going to be sweet and not main fan service.

I was like "no! I dont wanna be horny right now! But wow pretty! 😍 "

AND REMEMBER

Identities can change, shift and be fluid!

Thanks for listening!

For me this manifested early as my attraction to "anime girls"
And it has been a constant for me.

I really never liked feeling any type of attraction until i started to transition. Now, especially with the lower sex drive, i feel a lot better about my identities.

This includes trans fems, nonbinary, vagina havers, etc. If i did not name something im sure i will be told. XD
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Fictosexual:

Im sure this one will get some backlash, but honestly? Bite me.
This one means that i am typically only sexually attracted to fictional characters.

They are usually willing to acquiesce.
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Asexual/Ace: to me this means im not that interested in sexual things. It is an UMBRELLA TERM it fits multiple things under the definition
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Lesbian:
Typically, when I do feel sexual attraction, attracted to female, fem, female presenting, phlox

Well. Here we go. This is the start of me talking about more NSFW things.

Starting with my identifiers and why i chose them.
Demi/Ace/Lesbian/Fictosexual

Demisexual: my understanding of this identity is that demi phlox are not really seekers of sexual activity, but if their partners/etc initiate