Lyds 💕

I have been so busy with work that I have been pretty absent from here 😭

Does anybody else do a wash dedicated to merch? Like I save up all the merch I have worn and then wash it all together on a different setting to my normal clothes

I just really really hate drunk people and I never realise what a trigger that is for me until I am then in that situation and it is like BAM enjoy nearly crying at 3:30am

My work secret Santa bought me the Taylor 2025 calendar and friendship bracelets 🥺

thank you, I am so happy to hear that you are now doing better ❤️

I’m a mental health nurse working on the telephone crisis line 🫶🏻

No matter how hard life gets I just remind myself that Taylor survived her whole life and persona being publicly torn apart and she survived that to become one of the most successful and well loved women on the planet and that just really helps me get through it y’know

Why do I insist on eating cheese when I am lactose intolerant? 🙃

I’m obsessed with Taylor getting the 22 hat nobody talk to me omg

Me last night: I’m really going to work on my finances and save some money

Me now: whatever is released shall be mine

WHAT DOES IT MEAN

Brb need to ask ChatGPT what the week ahead looks like based on my destiny matrix and birth chart

The Eras Tour book is the most beautiful thing I have ever seen

Is it exciting that new and upcoming artists are selling out small venues? Yes. Is it sad how quickly people’s lives are changing with no time to process? Also yes

If you release a song now as an upcoming artist it is most likely teased on Tik Tok, marketed to the app and then you receive overnight fame

I find it wild how Taylor is actually the blueprint for the music industry but due to social media, there will never an artist who will ever have a similar journey to what she did

People give Swifties a ton of shit, but I know EXACTLY where my money is going and to whom and I’ve never regretted it. Too few brands I can say that about. Watching her hospital visit after tour and the bonuses while about to celebrate her birthday reenforces my decision to support her every day.

It’s 0730 and I cannot stop crying

I AM SOBBING

This about get a whole lot of emotional

I wonder whether Taylor experienced the excitement and nerves before the last show and struggled to sleep because I know I would be doing tonight’s show on no sleep if I were in her position

You’re welcome

I had seen so many rumours that Post Malone would be there and I saw somebody go round the stage under a willow cloak and was screaming to everybody around me that it was Postie

guys I’ve never mentioned this but I was in the small group at London N6 who started the rumours and screaming of Post Malone being there when it was in fact Jan

One. Final. Time

I’m so glad I barely slept last night because that means I will sleep better before the show and I have a day off tomorrow so I can sit and be sad at home all day

If my roof could stop leaking that would be amazing

Am I ready for the final show? No

I despise them with a passion

I GOT IT IN THE RESTOCK!