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It's not coincidence that "aspiration" means both hope and the act of breathing.-- The Great Silence, Ted Chiang

this line bodied me when i read it im still thinking about it a month later

are you reading yellowface bc that was a dnf for me... i barely made it a quarter way before giving up

its worse than managing a toddler bc you can say sorry about a toddler they dont know better but you cant say that about old people????

do u ever go places with your parents and start thinking oh god i cannot bring you anywhere why are you SO BADLY BEHAVED

it was... really rushed honestly. especially if you dont die a couple of times and you just do a smooth run then its done. the tension was v lacking in that sense and then you just get told this is it.

i mean i gotta say scylla seems the best written of the lot but the rest...

it was very... yeah. i mean i didnt enjoy the storytelling in this one very much actually, i don't feel like i connected to the story/characters at all vs the og game. i actually finished the og ending and i mean the response was. not good.

it's so hard to get a baseline on what's normal because everyone's body is different and all that but it sure makes you think about your health and diet and all the things your body tells you

maybe it's age or maybe just increased sensitivity to my own body but i felt the hormone thing really hard bc there's about a week a month i feel like i just cannot function mentally, plus all the other things about periods people just don't tell you or explain to you

i was watching these two videos and man did it strike a chord about a lot of things on health and understanding your own body.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kizDk8idpT8

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=P1CeHGJOX5g

Remember: they used thousands of academic books too! If you’re a scholar, check for your books too. This isn’t just novelists and pop writers, it’s academic books too!

i think my apple pencil gave up the ghost,,,,,

exhalation is so on the nose but this one about writing and memory is so.

yes!! i've had my eye on it for a while and i generally enjoy his work bc its so thoughtful about how the science of it works and the overall philosophical bent too :'))

picked up exhalations by ted chiang :')) i've been wanting to get it for a while so finally did it as my bfay present to myself

laid around most of the day, i have a new book i wanna read so as close to perfect as it gets (⁠*⁠´⁠ω⁠｀⁠*⁠)

waaaah ty ling!!! (⁠*⁠˘⁠︶⁠˘⁠*⁠)⁠.⁠｡⁠*⁠♡

like its flattering but also baffling bc i always feel like im holding up my latest fic like rafiki holding up simba and is the crowd going wild?? am i getting booed??? but also simba might be in a goose costume this time and a full grown adult lion the next time

i hope people who are subscribed to my ao3 are not getting whiplash bc honestly im giving myself whiplash

wrote a very mecore fic i think this one can go into the top 5 fics to make you go naruhodo when asked about me as a person

[hsr] // only as i always have // phainaxa, m, 1.8k.

shf au :')

#fic

archiveofourown.org/works/73208406

this is to say linn bludgeoned me over the head with chengxian feelings and i inadvertently got back via a playlist

being friends with someone means they suddenly kneecap you with fandom things from 7 years ago on the anniversary of

A SKELITON LOOKS DOWN FROM HELL ON TO THERE OLD COMPUTER DISPLAYING "DA SHARE Z0NE" WEB PAGE , AND DA TEXT SAYS "I DONT WANT TO DISABLE MY AD BLOCKER, I DONT WANT TO ENTER MY EMAILL TO SEE MORE, I DONT WANT TO REACH THE END OF MY FREE ARTICLES, I WANT TO GO TO A WEB PAGE AND READ THE DAMB WEB PAGE " - THE PROMISE OF "GOING ON THE COMPUTER" HAS BECOME A PROCESS OF GETING BLASTED IN DA FACE WITH BULL SHIT WHILE YOUR TRYING TO LOOK STUFF UP, AND THEY DID IT ON PURPOSE SO THAT WE WOULDNT HAVE FUN FOR FREE, AND NOW THAT THEY RUINED ALL THE PUBLICATIONS AND WEB SITES, THERE TELLIN US "JUST ASK THE AI TO FIND SHIT FOR YOU" BUT WE ALREADY HAD AN APP THAT WOULD GIVE US INFOMATION THAT WE WANTED!!! IT WAS CALLED A FUCKEN WEB BROWSER!!!!! CAPTALISM MUST BE DESTROYED FOR THE USUAL REASONS BUT ALSO BECUASE IT RUINED THE COMPUTER FOR US!!! NO ONE LIKES THAT THEY BURNED THE LIBRARY OF ALEXANDRIA BUT WE HAD ANOTHER ONE 10 YEAR'S AGO AND INSTEAD OF 1 FIRE IT WAS 100000, PIECE BY PIECE, AND THEN THEY REPLACED THE DAMB CARD CATALOG WITH A COMPUTER THAT MAKES SHIT UP ,BUT IM STILL KICKEN A$$ AND IM GOING TO THE WOODS NOW AND THEY DONT HAVE ADS THERE YET SO GO THERE WHILE YOU STILL CAN - DASHARE.ZONE ADMIN

NO!!!!! - dashare.zone ADMIN

witch hat atelier is. im so. augh.

i dont enjoy dashing around the map so much 😭😭😭 the blades are satisfying but some of the maps are huge (esp with the mourning fields) but also the rotating circle of DO NOT CROSS is just super helpful for faster clears

some of it might just be early access habits but also the aesthetic?? 10/10

YAY congrats the skull is far by my least favourite and the umbral flames are my favourite actually.. the coat's really neat too once you get the hang of it

🦅 #OC

Fuck the AI cult

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online in general is about the crucial authenticity of our whining and the sinister frivolity of everyone else's whining