Carl J aka SDX76

So I have an autoimmune condition that is tearing me to pieces and stress is a huge factor. Im torn between being aware of everything and posting as I did the first term or trying to moderate myself.

" CommanDer, why are you launching vipers?"
... " " I dont take orders from you!" " Call it whatever you like, Im getting my men." " Youre making such a mistake" " Im getting my men!" To watch that for the first time again...

As Im listening to classical the morming, realized the struggle of " I dont know / remember the song name". I cant remember a few words of a song I dont know but a friend or Google might? Forget Danse Macabre in G Minor? Good luck lol ( until you chance upon it again)

Omg !!! Adding now.

I spontaneously jumped into a Heroes s1 rewatch. Love the way they built Sylar up. That show went off the rails in s2 though and s3 was a " wtf". But saving the cheerleader, Mr Eye-Saac. Charlie, Mr Muggles. HRG...the Haitian...Peter being annoying af until he broke our hearts in The Last of Us.

It really is quite touching.

I haven’t seen something bring people together like the UnitedHealth CEO assassination since the release of Pokémon Go.

Man I preodered that Childish Gambino vinyl for my bestie back in August and it still hasnt shipped....wtf?

Give yourself a few years.

Tyene, Obara, Nymeria

Said goodbye to my furry best friend of 12 years today, Dexter. He lived to 20 but cancer had him and I had to make the really hard choice. He was my grumpy buddy. Hug your cats tight today.

In all us GenX and Millenials top 5 tracks, Silence by Delerium / Sarah MacLachlan is always on there ( deservedly ). But Deleriums - Heavens Earth ( Matt Darey remix) is also so phenomenal and gives me chills. Love it for night country drives with windows or top down.

Also, James SA Corey left Twitter because it got too toxic. Can someone get them over here? I want to fanboy with one of my favorite authors over our shared love for all things Nightwish and Floor Jansen.

Im entirely captivated by Book 7 of the Expanse right now, but my attention span is short and so its read, tiktok, read, tiktok, read, tiktok. Ive seen The Expanse 4 times through, my bedroom has Expanse artwork all over, but this is my first time getting past the shows conclusion.

The Pretty Reckless - 25. This song and video aesthetics are fire

If their bones dont creak and groan when they wake up in the morning, do they even know? :p

Deceased.

3 ppl I knew irl gone in the last week and a half. Its kind of rough out there. Spite and life insurance keeps me going on the tougher days. Spite and life insurance.

The wholesome content we all need :)

Theres a piece of me that has a shred of hope, that a Thune Maj Ldr Senate wouldnt confirm RFK. That may be too much hope but Im hoping they draw a line somewhere

For a good variation of tunes, many from artists you probably dont know, Spotify playlist " Southern Gothic" is absolutely splendid and a common weekend rotation.

Ran into him at a Tigermart Exxon. He looked tired af. We saw his spoken word the next day.

I ran into Neil Young at SxSw. Like, literally. Looked up and went " omg youre -" and he puts a giant shush finger to his lips. Ran back in the bar, told my coworkers, they were like " who??" Me : " youre all fkn fired :p "

Met up with an old coworker the other day in town. Got him to start the Expanse. Hes already on season 4. I love when I can bring people into this universe. Tenye wa chesh gut, beltalowda. ( Im also on book 7 for first time) Avasaralas potty mouth is half my inner dialogue.

Witcher 3 , the Ard Skellige music...stirs something in me.

Havent completely left the bird site yet but its coming. Political but exhausted. Not sure hpw / what I will do here.