Shrada

I did see them yes! So different to any other shoot. Gorgeous!
How are you Janie? Xx

Well hello good Sir. How’s tricks? Xx

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Hi 👋🏽
I’ve been trying out threads and it seems quite lovely there.
But how are you?
How’s life?
Are you well and happy?
Xx

I'm getting old so figuring it all out is taking time. No hashtags?? People are supposed to find you via topics but you can only have 1? Ghost posts? 🤯

You did but that I didn’t want my insta and my threads to be connected so I made a new one. Some of my friends and family would think I’ve lost the plot when it comes to Heated Rivalry so I wanted a safe space 🙈 Thanks for the tips and the follow, guess this old dog needs to learn some new tricks!

Found you 🫶🏽

Update - I’m on threads as paranoidpromqueen (the name of my blog way back in the day). I don’t really know where to start over there so do follow if you fancy 🫶🏽

And now the pressure of trying to think of a new alias 🙃

That’s the thing, I’d need to make a separate account and that’s effort 😅But I largely work at home now and I feel lonely/miss interacting with people even if it’s online and although I like the calm of Bluesky, when I post here I feel like a piece of tumbleweed.

So I’ve been lurking on threads and I think it might be the place for the random chats and japes that I miss from the golden days of Tw****r.
I just need to find a way to separate it from my IG account 🤔

Yes the obsession continues. I’ve lost count of the #Reheats and probably know the script by heart.
And I took a break from the world in chaos and my current book to read #HeatedRivalry and it was gorgeous. Man I love #IlyaAndShane, so much!

#Hollanov #DownTheRabbitHole

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I know some people really dislike voicenotes but as someone who can be very socially awkward & often needs time to prepare a response, they're the perfect way for me to stay in touch with loved ones.
I need to work on reducing the gibbering and the duration but rambling VMs are my love language 💜

Sounds like your mum's memorial was just right and I'm sure she would've loved it. This is such a huge change for you and your bro and yes so many big emotions all at once. Keeping you in my thoughts xx

Two paperback novels are held up against a mustard yellow wall, Heated Rivalry and the Long Game by Rachel Reid. The covers feature illustration of the same pair of male ice hockey players on the ice.

I will not apologise for who I have become.

#HeatedRivalry #IlyaAndShaneForever #DownTheRabbitHole

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@nicolezand.bsky.social Update, I went out again today and I GOT THE BOOKS!!!!

I don’t know where that Waterstones is but the onsale date was 29 Jan and I think it might now be 20 Jan. I went looking yesterday (4 different bookshops) and no one had it.

Ahh thank you. I guess it ages me but it’s one of my fave films and I often use this gif of Kirby ☺️ so perfect for my current state with Heated rivalry. I’m a lost cause. I’m also reminded of a lyric from the band James…. ‘she says I’m so obsessed that I’m becoming a bore’

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I’m reading Wild Dark Shore and although only a few chapters in I already know it’s going to be excellent, just like Migrations.

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Yeah, I am so down the rabbit hole I don’t know how to get back up.

And whaddya mean the books not even published in the UK til 29 Jan?! WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DOOOO I NEED MY GAY HOCKEY BABIESSSSS?!!?!!

#HeatedRivalry #IlyaAndShane #Hollanov

😂

Ahhh I missed this. It looks so good! Def the right choice to get the black 😍

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Who told you I'm starting my THIRD #HeatedRivalry rewatch?!

#DownTheRabbitHole

Saaaaame x

What a dreeeam that would be! 💜

😂🫠 Ugggh the mortification. And it's forever imprinted in digital format she can never get away. I haven't watched since, is she still on the show?

Caitríona loving the Outlander Season 8 poster makes me so emotional 🥹 (but really what about S8 won't make me emo is the real question lol)

The full ep of Lauren Lyle with Caitríona Balfe on the She's a Rec' podcast is out now!!
(📽️: www.youtube.com/watch?v=cqOU...)

Bloody loved this ep. Felt like I was in the pub with them having a chinwag and shooting the shit. I could spend HOURS listening to them 💖

I've never watched Traitors until the other day when my son and I wanted to find out what it was about. Saw this exact scene and off I was cringing big time.

The rewatch has already begun and my algorithms are forever altered and serving nothing but HR! Got my ginger ale and vodka - cheer 🥃