Ziekensphere

Been sick for almost two weeks now and barely starting to feel like myself again. Those fever dreams were on another level… had a nightmare of my mother crying and screaming at me to kill myself. I could still hear the crying in my head when I woke up..

Brushed my teeth and did my skincare routine early to keep myself from eating more dark chocolate only to make a vodka cranberry mix right after.🫣

a woman in a silver dress is standing on a stage and saying hey now hey now this is what dreams are made of ALT: a woman in a silver dress is standing on a stage and saying hey now hey now this is what dreams are made of

You are goals, Tiny Princess.👑

I’ve done that once. Hella weird. Now I sneak a small bottle of liquor in my titties if I get overwhelmed in the crowd.🥴

Get out of my head.
Get out of my head.
Get out of my head.

Never mind. I just ate more. Vegan ham slices are kind of weird tasting.

I’m high for the first time in a long time and when the munchies hit my brain still restricted and only allowed myself a rice cake with LC light cheese. Am I skinny yet?

This one is my worst fkn fear..

I’m obsessed!! 🍓 I always wanted a tattoo of one too because it’s one of my favorite fruits and I never considered my chest, but now I am! Also, you look amazing, Darling. 🖤

Is that a little strawberry on your chest??🥹

Coffee and hard boiled eggs this morning. And yes, I put a disgusting amount of mustard on those damn eggs. 🥚

I caved and ate hard boiled eggs.. Don’t you dare ask me how many!

Can you tell God shawty to swing by my way and sprinkle me with that weight loss magic?

All these backup account… shiiiit, if my account gets scrapped, that’s it for me. I’ll be too lazy to make another account. Ya’ll might just have to miss me.🧍🏻‍♀️

Twinning.👫

I am so proud of you.🥲
Please heal peacefully, bb.💖

a girl with pink hair and glasses is covering her ears with her hands ALT: a girl with pink hair and glasses is covering her ears with her hands

Two small pieces of dark chocolate and a sugar free monster later. 80 calories too much already. Someone stop me.

i’m the loneliest i’ve ever been

The older I get the more pathetic and useless I feel. Will I ever stop hating myself? Will I ever be free? When will it finally come to an end?

a man in a striped shirt is sitting at a table with bottles of perfume ALT: a man in a striped shirt is sitting at a table with bottles of perfume

Yikes! I’m about to go lather myself in lotions riiiight meow! (& agreed!!!)

The way I’m so self conscious about this now even though I’ve never taken photos of or posted anything like that.😮‍💨

I used to tell myself that it's okay, I'm young, I have time.
I'm not young anymore.

So damn perfect. Bully me until I look like you.🥲

I’m so sorry you had to go through that, bb. Sending you all my love.🖤