joseph

are you taking application for a feeder? I am very experienced brian.

if you want a picture of yourself as a plush toy I need a picture please.

@redneckbubbatx.bsky.social

@redneckbubbatx.bsky.social My ex Nick asked me for some money and I did not respond we broke up a while ago and I am on social security and on limited funds. He must think that he keeps asking and try to wear me down but that aint going to happen. He lives above his means and I gave him suggestions

@redneckbubbatx.bsky.social well I am thinking about the weekend and the memories I have. I miss wanting to cook and pamper a man (dean paradis). I had good man in my life and if it is in the cards I would love to have another one.

Well New Year eve is upon us and another memory of My first husband Carl V dishman died in the hospital 21 years ago at 6 30 pm. but I will do reflection at that time.

I wish everybody a merry christmas and may you find peace and happiness in the new year.

@redneckbubbatx.bsky.social well Nick and I have parted ways due to life experiences and differences and I do not need to be stressed and being told that I do not know what I am talking about.

well as I sit here in my house and enjoying the quiet, my ex boyfriend Nick is trying to woo me back to him and I am not having it. Too much stress for me to do and I do not like texting anymore. and told him I am only video chatting from this point on.

well turkey day is coming up and I am again alone and the man I was getting to know is going a separate path than myself. I am a man who does not have much but I have my word and my values that I grew up with.

well I am starting my day as usual and feeding my babies and having coffee and a smoke and wondering what I need to do today.

YouTube video by Petula Clark - Topic Kiss Me Goodbye (Stereo Version)

www.youtube.com/watch?v=EsLo...

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well the man I was getting to know is not with me. I set up
reasons why I need to check and see if he is being truthful and he failed so I am alone now. I like men with bulging guts who are tall and have their act together and who love to be pampered.

well my best friend died yesterday and today is my 2-year anniversary of my husband passing and I am in a fog right now and wish I had the nerve to jump in front of speeding car and say goodbye to this god Damm world.

well the countdown is happening and starting to have flashbacks and I am awake. The last day that I was with dean and tomorrow is the day 2 years ago he passed.

well my friend danny is transitioning and a few days to live and it is coming up to the 2 year anniversary of the passing of my husband and I swear when things get better I am pushed back 100 steps. I do not want anymore friends if I have to endure this over and over.

when are you going to increase the size brian?

still not big enough brian

@redneckbubbatx.bsky.social well I had someone who I thought was mine and a former friend of mine said that since we are not married he was fair game. and I told this asshole that not to bother with him. so I said to david you can ask him out and he said I am not interested and we broke up.

from 1995 when I was just dapper

a new week and new challenges for me and just this morning I was picking up on of my cats outside on the driveway and I fell to my new kness and bloodied them and my elbows but I will endure this more of the trials.

and now he added his name to my acct and said we are officially item now. I was upset yesterday but I am used to men ghosting me and ignoring me but he said he loves me very much and he wants to enjoy life with me. how is that for a monday?

here is my current picture and I like to think I am well preserved for my age of 67 years old.

I found this on the web

YouTube video by KennyRogersVEVO Kenny Rogers - Goodbye (Lyric Video)

www.youtube.com/watch?v=LkxH...

this is for everyone who lost their husbands or wives and finding it tough going through life without them.

I need to have my back blown out someday.

my late husband and I together and he is smiling which was not to often when he was alive.

the same guy with different names.

might be too much for little ole me.