ms.misty-eyed

do they ever cry? 😱

because i’m impatient. i know they’re coming and i feel like i can get it out of the way (i know that’s not true. it’s never that easy) 🙃

see that, that’s gotta be fun to do 😅

i normally don’t say i have a high pain tolerance but they had someone else helping with “warmups” and they looked concerned i was adding some weight to it. i probably shouldn’t push it though but im stubborn and impatient 🙃

why though 😫

the moment of regret i have right after telling my physical therapist that i have a high pain tolerance. the look in their eyes screams challenge accepted 💀

to be fair i also grew up up in foster care so bouncing around from home to home you kinda get neglected. at least the homes i ended up in i was..🙃

“you were neglected during your childhood weren’t you?”

me: why do you say that?

“you never say you’re in pain, you live with it. you don’t know how to express your emotions. you shut down when you’re overwhelmed. you work harder to prove your worth. you think you don’t belong anywhere”

me: ..💀

incredibly sore after the gym and practice. all i want is rest 🥊😮‍💨

hmm i don’t know about all that lol

after what seems like an eternity of crying my little nightmare seems to have calmed down and a handful of christmas movies later she knows Santa is real. she believes in him again 😮‍💨

she’s only 6 i was hoping to keep the joy of santa alive for years..

i’m trying to tell her that the little kid was lying idk what else to do 😖

some kid told my little nightmare that santa isn’t real and now she’s crying. idk how to get her to stop 😖

may the next one stay a safe food until the end of days 🫂

i’m happy to have made it though 💕

that’s the worst when that happens /:

if you squint really hard you can see me in the waaaaaaaaaaaaay back 🙃

awww! dinosaur themed bandaids would 1000% work!

my chest hurts 🤷🏻‍♀️

όμορφος

i might be dumb? 🙃

the one i watch.

idk it feels like i can do it 👀

now i’m not sure i want to answer 👀

is there a right or wrong answer? 🤔

think i might watch lotr. thank you for helping me decide 😌

"So do all who live to see such times, but that is not for them to decide. All you have to decide is what to do with the time that is given to you"

one piece, lotr, or the hobbit? i can’t sleep so i might as well watch something comforting.

i can’t sleep../:

omg that is satisfying! growing up i used to put glue on the palms of my hands to peel. did you ever do that? i guess i kinda do that with wax now. 😅