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I love you so much 😭 this is the fucking most romantic gift I've ever gotten and being in this show together was just the cherry on top. 3

attended 'Pain Vessels II' art show in Chicago with @rant-casey.bsky.social and got to display the heart i made for them as an anniversary gift; paper maché construction, wrapped in my skin and painted with blood 🫀🩸

Pspspsps - i have a video in this next lineup 👀 you won't wanna miss it

Yeah it was!! I will never have such a cool haircut again hahaha

Fresh skullet from this summer with @avsky.bsky.social at the oregon dunes

Every time I think of this poem I also think of @rant-casey.bsky.social

This makes me so happy 🥲

received the most incredible anniversary gift from @rant-casey.bsky.social : a hand-made, hand-bound book of collages which made me cry SO much. it's so deeply personal but I'll let the art speak for itself and iykyk 🫀🩸

Desire (#8) Desire is a collection of love letters to the forest, waters, and everything felt in between. What once started as a fear of losing sensualities...

Desire is now available on my site! It was a top seller in Portland so if you like horny nature, this one is for you. 💚 scarsandmoss.bigcartel.com/product/desi...

black and white and full of haze, artifacts in the photo create strange depth and obscur the forms so the subject drifts into appearance, emerges from the light. A feminine form mostly nude, anonymous, touches itself softly on the chest. Dark hair pinned against their throat by a thick leather collar forcing their chin up, jaw lifted, the small scrap of their mouth visible at the top edge of the photo is slightly open as though they are breathing in.

Black and white and drenched in a hazy grain, a feminine body appears out of the gray. The same body the same thick heavy collar snapping their hair and throat close, lifting their head up so they seem to swoon, eyes closed. With one hand they reach up and they touch the ring on the collar. Hook one finger through it and pull gently like testing a fence or touching a flower petal. Their little finger is lifted and their wrist is poised as though they are about to take a sip from a cup of tea.

It looks like winter
But not quite
Like November
Not autumn
Not winter
Something in-between

Sometimes I take a picture
That isn't like me
A strangers photo
Except I did take it
So it is me
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I wrote this poem out of some dialogue from 3 Days Of The Condor.

with @rant-casey.bsky.social

'Side Wound' cake by @_darkharvest on IG for @rant-casey.bsky.social birthday

8-layered chocolate cake soaked in thyme simple syrup, marionberry jam, cardamom + nutmeg buttercream, 100% vegan

if you live in Seattle i cannot recommend her cakes enough! photos don't even do it justice

Pepper lies on a white medical bed with gauze wrapped around their head and face. They have a transparent plastic mask over the bottom half of her face and it is covered in blood on the inside

What was holiest and mightiest of all that the world has yet owned has bled to death under our knives; who will wipe this blood off us? What water is there for us to clean ourselves?

Photo: @rant-casey.bsky.social

derealization

film + digital
shot by @rant-casey.bsky.social

Me too! I have some more from the same time, I'll try to remember to post those soon

Honestly i kinda backed into it - tattooed more and then that made me draw more and WANT to draw more. Maybe just practicing tattooing without the pressure of drawing everything would help?

Polaroid series of me by Jared Lee Steiner from a while back 🪚

BTS from my shoot with Jared Lee Steiner last night 🥰

"I dreamt I drank the colour of your voice."
- Evelyn Graham Frost

with @rant-casey.bsky.social

I'm alwaysssss down to shoot with you 💚

👀👋

a ghostly @rant-casey.bsky.social

muistan sinut
muistan kasvosi
muistan mustuneet kyneet

muuntautuja
salakulkija
olet sumua jota ei näe

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i remember you
i remember your face
i remember blackened fingers

shapeshifter
hidden walker
you are mist that cannot be seen

with @rant-casey.bsky.social

A close cropped image softly brushed in pink light, a pale slim body wearing a black cotton harness around their hips over this is tied with undyed jute rope harness for strap-on, it's obvious the strap-on is tied to their body, but it's not included in the photo which is focused only on the coils of rope folding over each other like a fishtail braid holding delicate spray of small white papery flowers.

An image cast in pale pink light, all softness and gentle touches. Slim hips wearing black cotton harness over which is tied with nude jute rope. A strap-on harness rope coiled around rope to resemble a braid a black curved cock twisted in the rope held there perfectly in place. Rope harness woven with small papery flowers.. damp, the cock and their hand is damp with dewy water, their cock and hand touching gently.

Touching gently
.

🫀🩸